Minjun

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Minjun P.O.V

They thought I was asleep. I wasn't. I heard their entire conversation and with every word that Zane said, it broke my heart. I knew I'd been hurting. I knew I'd been keeping a lot of things from them but I hadn't realized that they were hurting just as badly as I was. During that conversation. I went through so many emotions that I didn't really know how I truly felt. At least, I didn't till I woke up the next day. Xiao was laying beside me with his eyes planted on me when I woke up. I sat up after a few moments and rubbed my eyes.

"Gege, I need a favor." He sat up and turned to me. "I know you're really busy with all of the legal stuff going on but it's important. Our entire relationship is relying on it." He raised a brow.

"Okay. What do you need?"

"You, me, the guys. We're going on a trip."

"We are?" I nodded.

"We are. I heard you guys last night. It became clear to me that we needed some time alone. We need to talk about everything. We've been hiding too much from each other. We need to be away from the cameras and the fans."

"Do we really need to do that right now? I mean, there are so many things we need to sort out first."

"It's not going to happen like this. We're all angry and stressed. We need time to ourselves." He sighed and wrapped his arms around my waist.

"Okay. If that's what you want. We'll take a break from everything but only for a week, okay?" I nodded and jumped off the bed. My first mission was to get the guys up. I knew they would still be sleeping. They always woke up after us. I was right too. When I opened the door Kat and Zane were snuggled up in Kat's bed. I smiled and walked over to them. The first one I woke up was Kat. I slid my hand through his hair carefully and leaned down. I kissed his ear and whispered his name. He woke up a few moments later. He smiled up at me and carefully pulled out of Zane's hold. I slid my hand into his and pulled him out of his room. After his door was shut, I jumped into his arms. He grunted out of surprise and almost dropped me.

"Baby, I told you to tell me first." He wined. I giggled and tightened my legs around him. "What's got you in such a good mood baby?"

"We're gonna leave all of this shit behind and go on a trip this week." He raised a brow before walking us over to the couch and plopping down.

"We are?" I nodded.

"I already got the okay from Gege."

"Why didn't we wake up Zane then?" I bit my lip.

"He should get some more rest. Those breakdowns are no joke." His eyes widened.

"You heard all of that?" I nodded again.

"I wasn't asleep. I was just laying in the darkness. I realized how messed up all of this is. We're all hurting, not just me. We've expressed so many emotions but no face to face conversations. I've told you a lot but not enough. You should know everything. All of you should. I know it doesn't mean much now but I'm sorry." He sighed before pressing a kiss to my forehead.

"I know, baby but I don't know how a trip is going to help any of that." I smiled.

"You'll see." He held me for a while longer before going to wake up Zane. Everything was settled by the afternoon and we headed out to the villa that we frequented while on break. We got there around 8 pm. We were all tired but hungry too. Xiao ended up cooking and once he was done, we sat down to eat.

"So, tell us why we're here Junie?" Everyone directed their attention to me at Kat's comment.

"We're here to spend time together and get things off our chest. I heard your conversation last night and it made me realize that there are a lot of things we need to talk about. I want to do that. It's important to me that this works out. I know there are some unresolved feelings because of the way I left but I do love you guys. I love all of you and you all love me. I can't live without you and I hope the three of you feel the same way. I feel like we don't know how to communicate well beyond being teammates and that has clearly caused some issues between us. We need to fix this. If we don't, the future of Black Whisper really will be over and although I'm exhausted, I can't stand the idea of that. So, for the next five days, let's just be here together. That's what I think we all need." I finished my words and began to eat. They exchanged glimpses with each other before nodding.

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