y'all some guy in my class told me to meet at music room. to teach me okay the drums.
johnnies 17 and jakes 18
ENJOY
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Jakes pov:
i knew johnnie was going through some family issues, he was sleeping over at mine 24/7. i felt bad but as long as he's with me he'll be fine. hopefully i make him feel better.
johnnies pov:
I left my packet of cigs at my house so i just walked there. i played ptv on the way there. once i got home i snuck in my room without making a noise, i saw my cat just relaxing there so obv i may or may not have took the cigs and cat with me. i walked back and eventually got to jakes house, "Hey jake we have a cat" i giggle "where the fuck did you find it" he laughs jokingly knowing all of a sudden i get a call. i answer it and it's my mum yelling. "WHYD YOU TAKE THE FUCKING CAT?" She yells from the other end. "because it's mine?" i say. "THAT WAS MY ONLY SUPPORT, YK WHAT?! YOURE A FUCKING MISTAKE GO KYS" she yells. she normally yelled names and shit but that broke my heart, she never said anything like that to me. i ran to my room and sobbed my eyes out. "johnnie i'm going out with sam and colby, they went me to be in a video" i stayed quiet hoping he would think i'm asleep. when i heard the front door close i ran to the bathroom, first texting jake
'i love you with my body,heart and soul to death' jake thought nothing of it and typed 'i love you too' than he sent it. i took out the little black box with blades and weed and stuff. i took the blade, took my shirt off and i just started (tw sh) cutting. 1 cut, now 2 cuts, now 3 cuts and four. the blood gushed out. i did. about 7 cuts, i just cried and layed there. i went to jakes room and i put one of jakes hoodies on then went to my room then i layed in my bed and fell asleep. i woke up to my body feeling really numb and jake holding me in his arms. "why johnnie.." he says broken, i remember the blade in the bathroom floor, "jake i can explain.." i say with tears in my eyes, "explain that you cut yourself? how tf would you explain this like that.." he starts to cry and than he hugs me tighter. i couldn't move i was that numb, "I-i'm sorry jake.." i say with my voice breaking. "stay here i'm gonna get a cloth to clean you up" he says to me walking out to get a wet cloth. he comes back in and cleans the dry blood up. he says politely but angrily "baby never cut."
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word count:492
short chapter ik😞😞
inspiration:baby don't cut (acoustic) by bmike
