Your Betrayal (Kirk Hammett

Thoughts

June Feeny. A beautiful jewel that's locked deep inside my heart. I've been doing anything for her ever since the day I met her when I barely came into Metallica. No, I never fucked her. She has glowing grey eyes, pale white skin, dark black hair, always wore red deep lipstick and she would always support me in every way. I'm here staring at her picture for like eight minutes. The picture where she and I went to the beach to have a chill day of me and her. June has been leaving the house for like eight times a day. My thoughts have been blurred around going at it that why is she leaving a lot with, like she said with her friends. She has barely have time with me. Barely. I asked her last time she replied like a total asshole when she's here too. She, changed a lot. She use to be respectful, kind, sweet, and now she's the opposite of that now. She gave me a cruel expression when I disagreed on something. Stay away, she threw out at me. Those are the two words I can't obey. I wonder where she and her friends are at? I grabbed my car keys then swiftly left my house going in my car. It's barely five pm around here in this beautiful state. Always been always will be. I decided to go with Lars because he's always alone doing fun things at the Metalli-pad when the guys weren't home with em. I sorta live near where the guys live, I'd sometimes head there when I wanna be there. I know it's hard for me to stay put other than to think about June. The love of my life. I don't know why she's being a grumpy dude for like two months now? I'll talk to her when she heads back home then. I pretty soon saw the big Metalli-pad coming near my way, I parked inside the driveway slowly. I turned off my car and took off my keys to just head towards the big ol house.

"June. Where are you? " I muttered out to myself. I slowly knocked the door frequently til someone opens the door. It better be Cliff or something? Or better hope Lars. The shifting of a door knob rattling, the wooden door opens to a tall blonde.

"Hey James, " I tried giving out a smile. He was more enough giving me a concerned look at me as my smile gave out turning to a upside down one.

"You okay? You seem glum? " He opens the door way open to me as he took a swig of his beer. I stepped in looking down at the floor when a blasting loud of Mortal Sin opens up in my ears. I turned back at James with my eyes immediately giving out of holding the deep emotions I'm about to let loose.

"I'm not okay. James, June had been going out with her friends a lot! And have you noticed she turned into a bitch lately? Every fuckin time I would do somethin' mistakenly wrong that's been highlighted as a accident, she would always yell out stay away! Something is up dude! Something is, " I let go of the strong environmental feelings I've been holding since she has been starting to disappear in the barely beginning of March. It's already May. I actually threw myself on James crying on his shoulder, I felt him hugging me back softly while rubbing my back. I slowly open my eyes while crying, I pretty soon saw Cliff and Lars looking at us with worried looks. Cliff actually was whispering something in his ear. Which I currently have a deep feeling he's actually hiding something from me. I pulled off of James i swiftly walked towards Cliff and Lars. Lars' eyes widened open at me giving that guilty look. My blood was boiling in my veins for the agony of my girlfriend leaving through time to time. Cliff stepping over towards James made me realize that they're again, hiding something. There's a lump in my throat of mourning out loud looking straight towards my best friend. Closely, I stepped close to Lars.

"You know something about June? " I asked him as I pulled his Lynard Skynard t-shirt just to get the shit outta him. His Adams Apple dropped down like a New York New Year's Eve ball. He slightly smiles giving me that innocent expression smeared on his face.

"I-I honestly don't know anything. I just told Cliff that maybe June is cheating on you or something? I don't know that's my theory! " He stutters throughout the whole sentences. What? I don't believe it. No. He's wrong. I carefully let go of Lars slowly. My head sorta dropped, I slowly feel onto my knees as tears began to slide down slowly.

"But maybe she's out with her friends dude? Don't worry she's not having an affair with a other dude? " Cliff grabs my hands for me to get up. That's a thought that is predicted obviously, I sorta believe she's with her friends too. She couldn't having a affair with a dimbag idiot. What could go wrong?

"You're right. Maybe she isn't. I know deep inside that beautiful core, she loves me deep inside," My face clears down the sweaty tears that was pouring out of my eyes. A smile grew happily knowing she's only with her friends. She isn't cheating. At all.

"Great! Hey join us with some beers, yeah? " James throws a can of beer at me. I smiled and caught the sweet child o' mine over just to take some sweet sips.

"Okay guys! Let us play some uh? I dunno what to play? Ideas? " Cliff lands on the couch, rests his long legs on the coffee table. I actually didn't have ideas to be honest so I joined Cliff.

"You tw,o what do ya got? " I took a quick swig on beer. James was more enough thinking about than Lars. Lars was just watching Miami Vice on tv, he's distracted.

"Beer pong? " He asks as he rubs his chin. I turned at Cliff he shrugs with his right eyebrow lifting up with no idea what so ever. So right away I grabbed a couch pillow then out from the blue with no thoughts or anything, I threw the pillow at James. Slowly he makes that angry dude stare again. He grabs the pillow and he smacked me with it. Lars came in next to me with a cigarette in his left hand with his stupid toothy grin.

"Fight! " He yells with a arousing grin. Me and James threw each other on ourselves. We'll began.