Two sisters. Two lives.

Camp

It's been a couple weeks, me and Lauren are okay. We aren't together officially.
I go downstairs "hey Beth" I say
"Ready for your first ever camp" she says and starts pinching my cheeks. "Fuck off will you" I say
"Hey!" She says
We get in the car and Viv drives us considering she's doing her rehab still so hasn't been picked for the Netherlands camp. Me and Beth pose for the lionesses instagram and we walk inside. Everyone was waiting in the lobby. Including Lauren, I go up to her and she says "we can't do this I'm sorry"
'What?" I question
"Me and you, it's over completely" she says
I walk off back to Beth. "What?" She asks
"She ended it" I say

"Hello girls, it's nice to have you all here and see you all again. As you can tell we have three new faces in camp, we have a winger Bailey Mead who plays for arsenal, Grace Clinton a midfielder for Tottenham and a goalkeeper for Manchester City Khiara Kheating" she says

"I've got your rooms sorted. So I've wrote it on the board key cards are at the reception" she says

I look at the board.

Lauren Hemp and Fran Kirby
Leah Williamson and Georgia Stanway
Mary Earps and Lotte Wubben-Moy
Lauren James and Jess Carter
Jess park and Grace Clinton
Ella Toone and Alessia Russo
Khiara Kheating and Hannah Hampton
Rachel Daly and Beth Mead
Maya Le Tissier and Niamh Charles
Chloe Kelly and Keira Walsh
Lucy Bronze and Bailey Mead
Alex Greenwood and Esme Morgan

I walk up to Lucy, I hadn't really met her properly. Probably because she plays in Spain for Barcelona and I play here, in England.

"hey roomie" she says to me

"hey Lucy" I reply

"at least your not sharing with your sister she doesn't shut up snoring or talking" Lucy says making me laugh. "Your not wrong there" I say. 

We head up to our room. "Nervous" She asks as we walk inside the room, it was massive, it had two double beds and a bathroom alongside 2 tub chairs and 2 vanities.

"Fucking hell" I say and Lucy laughs at me.

"yeah its like Hogwarts here" Lucy says

"Its amazing here" I say

"Its magical I'll give you that" Lucy says

Their is a knock on the door and Lucy opens it. "Welcome the three best friends" Lucy says and i look up from my phone. "hey" i say

"Just wanted to check on you" Leah says

"Thanks Leah, im fine. Lucy is really funny she will keep me going for the next two weeks" i say

"Actually have you unpacked yet?" Keira asks

"No" i say

"Oh im Keira by the way and this is Georgia" She says

"Leah doesn't shut up about you guys" I say and laugh as leah's face turn red.

"Aww that's nice Leah" Georgia says

"Anyway I was wondering if it would be okay, for me to switch rooms with you. I currently am with Chloe and Leah told me you were friends with her. If that's okay?" Keira says

"Yeah that's fine" I say

I walk along to Chloe's room and she has a smile on her face as she sees me. "Hey chlo" i say

"Hey Bails" she says

"What's going on with you and Lauren she wont tell us anything?" Chloe says

I sit down on the edge of the bed. I didn't even know myself what was going on between me and her. I loved her for sure, that was true. but she clearly didn't feel the same, and it felt like the last two weeks had been a complete act as if she was faking it to get out of something.