Hunt for Love

Chapter 1

Hi, my name is Nyasia. My life hasn't been easy. I've been through a lot with my family. My dad has always been an alcoholic and he always acted crazy. My mother tried her best in everything.

One night my father came home drunk when I was 12 which he usually was. But this time it was a different kind.

"Come on Linda (my mommas name) take off that dress bitch!"

"Keem no, I don't have time for all the bullshit you put me and my fucking daughter through."

By this time I was downstairs.

"Fuck you and her. Come here and take off them damn clothes."

"No Keem back tf off."

"Daddy what are you doing?" I asked.

"None of your goddamn business."

"Watch how you talk to my daughter."

"You know what bitch, stfu"

After that phrase he ripped off my mothers dress and banged her against the wall. She couldn't control him bc my dad was always strong and buff. I watched as he banged into her and she sobbed. She looked ashamed bc I was right there. I tried to make him get off of her but he just pushed me to the floor. I ran up to my room and called the cops and waited in the closet until I heard sirens. When they came, I heard my father yelling that he was going to kill me when he got out of jail. I was scared for my life.

At the age twelve, I didn't know how women were supposed to be treated by men. I thought my dad was doing the right thing, but I didn't know. I didn't understand why my mother didn't enjoy that. From that moment on, I let boys talk to me like my dad did and treat me how my dad did my mother.

At the age 13, I had lost my virginity to my boyfriend Kellz. He would always feel on me and smack me, but I thought that I was supposed to like that stuff. When we had sex, I thought he cared about me but he didn't. He ended up breaking up with me right after we did it.

At age 14, I was known as the eighth grade hoe. I fucked anyone who asked bc I thought it was nice. I thought everyone loved me but it turned out they didn't. My mother didn't even love me anymore. She loved crack.

At age 15, I was a freshman in high school. I barely went bc no one was forcing me. I used to fuck people for money. And my momma became a whole lot worse. I was raising my damn self. I was the baddest bitch in the world in my eyes.

Now we're in the present. I am 16 years old and I am maturing up. I met my best friends Bj and Aj. They were boy and girl twins. They helped me realize how I am supposed to be. I stopped staying on the streets and I moved into their house. They helped me recover and they're the best things that have ever happened to me. I love them so much. I am 5'8 and very curvy. I haven't been in a relationship for a while and I don't plan on being in one. I learned to love myself when no one else did. Bj and Aj's mother is so nice to me. She accepts me as one of her own, even with her 5 kids. I feel like I am living the best life that I can possibly be living.