I stare at the bottle of pills, wondering Should I do it?
My arms are sore, my moms not home, Should I do it?
I ask myself again.
I picked up the bottle of pills and opened it.
I look inside. The thoughts are still asking if I should do it.
Then i thought, No one will care if i did it. I should do it.
I took a handful of pills and swallowed them.
I instantly started feeling dizzy, I fall over and hit my head,
Then I passed out.
When I wake up, there's a few nurses and a doctor.
My mom is standing there, crying, My dad is there shaking his leg.
My mom is the first person to realize that I'm awake.
She runs over and hugs me.
My dad stands up and walks over and says, what were you thinking?
The doctor says. It's okay, we're gonna get you the help you need.
And walks out.
