Prologue

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Prologue

Kara's P.O.V. 

    I walked into the room. Silence overcame me as I broke down in the darkness. Tears cascading down my cheeks. Why couldn't I stop? Why did it hurt so bad? All I was Thinking was Why, Why, Why? I had only known Xavier for 3 weeks yet when he held me I felt on air so light as if nothing could touch me.

"Stop it Kara you know better. Hasn't your heart been broken enough times in the past?" My thoughts shouted at me. Its true, why do I fall so hard so fast. But never in my life had I fallen this fast.

There was a knock on the door. "Kara are you alright?" It was Cameron, Xavier's best friend.  He always cared the most about me through everything I've been through. He was the one that introduced me to Xavier in the first place. I met him through my dad, at first he was  his assistant for awhile.  Since my dad died we got closer. He lived with me and comforted me, whenever  I needed it.

"Yes I'll be out in a few, i just needed to check my makeup" I answered.  As soon as I said that I heard the  regret in my voice. I know I didn't convince him. He knew me too well.

"Well.. can I come in please?" He asked. I knew he wasn't convince him if I didn't convince myself.

 In the nicest way possible I replied, " Umm,  no its ok, really I'm fine."   I got up off the bathroom wall in darkness I felt my way to the light switch. Once it flickered looked in the mirror . I looked a mess. My hair was in my face and my make up coming off from my tears. I quickly washed my face and fixed my hair back into my head band. I reapplied my mascara so I didn't look too different  from when I came in but I didn't bother Putting foundation on.

I walked out with as much confidence I could muster and held my head up . Once I made my way to the room, everyone was in, everyone eyes were on me. I shyly made my over and sat by Cameron as he scooted over to make room for me on the couch.

I mean really I don't even know if I actually have feelings for this guy or not so why am I so upset right now.

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