My Life

Feeling all alone

I feel like I can't breathe. This excruciating agonizing pain that I usually feel 24/7 is back & really painful. My soulmate's incubator as I'm calling her now since she hasn't acted like a mother should since I've known her. She has threatened to take away his right's from him, & get a restraining order against me for & I quote 'interfering with his success in life.' He tried leaving again this Monday but his uncle caught him & then she showed up & she started laying into him. She said before that she 'allows' him to talk & txt me every day, & that over her dead body will she let us move in together. She said I'm not rational when I am. She said I can't cook when I can. She said he should have told her he was leaving out of 'respect' because she is his 'mother' & she 'raised him.' She hasn't acted like a mother should since I've known her. She said I live in a fantasy land & that's not bad or wrong. She said that he is limited because of the 'disabilities' his vessel was born with but he isn't limited at all. She claims she knows better & is intelligent because she has a college degree. She has called me manipulative, & her father has called me a 'demon.' When we first met back in 2016 we were just friends, then brothers from other mother's, then we realized we were true soulmates. We've been together since October 13, 2018. His incubator told him to 'end it' with me on Valentines day. That their r plenty of other fish in the sea. But we r true soulmates. We feel what the other is feeling whether their angry upset, in pain, happy. We r disgusted if someone else makes advances on us. I helped him be free. I showed him that he can choose what he believes in, & I helped him speak up & stand up against her. I showed him that he had choices, & that he can make his own choices. His incubator as well as her side of the family r religious & she is too. She has hated me from the moment we met. When we first met, & I think back to that day, she was scared & uncomfortable being around other's with disabilities. Me & my light & soulmate met at a place that helps those with disabilities get jobs & other stuff. She tries to appear that she wants him to be happy but her actions, her words, her tone, say otherwise. We would already be living our life if she hasn't stopped him from leaving more than once. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm really tired & exhausted. I'm connected to the spiritual realm & so is my light & soulmate. She is one of the worst people & humans I've met & known. Right now I'm in excruciating agonizing pain & I feel like I can't breathe. We need help. Don't know if anyone reads whenever I write on this or my other stories. Don't know if anyone cares at all. I just needed to write this out. I needed to get this off my chest. I needed vent. Don't know if anyone even reads this or my other stories. But yeah that's what is going on right now.

If anyone wishes to help, if anyone cares or can offer advice. I would be really grateful & glad.

Bye for now.