A Collection Of Poetic Prowess

So, why?

Having the feeling of losing yourself is hard
But, what is even harder is knowing it
When the call ended that night
Tears started to appear and blur my vision
As I locked eyes with my own reflection in the mirror
I started to talk to myself again
Saying the three most important words without meaning it
Kills me from the inside
The emotions show
But I can't feel the feeling of being sad
I'm just standing here crying for nothing
So, why am I even crying?