yeoji pov
the noise in the room was never ending as bangchan desperately tried to set up the live next to me.
on the other side of me sat jisung, whom was happily chatting with minho on his other side.
right in front of me was felix, whom was kind of, staring into the nothingness behind me. or into the wall which would make more sense.
hyunjin and seungmin were on felix left and right, and on the other head of the table sat changbin and i.n.
"aaaand its done" bangchan said beside me, snapping my gaze back to him.
"guys, guys, the live is gonna start in 3," bancgchan spoke loudly, but appearantly not loud enough, because absolutely no one stopped talking and making noises that we dont talk about.
"3,2" bangchan tried again, and i sighed.
"HEY" i shouted, and everyone fell silent. they really had not heard bangchan try to calm them down.
"the live is starting, about now" i added with a small smile.
"3,2, and 1, go"
"hii everybody!" bangchan said into the camera. some of the members waved, and the others also said their hello's and welcome's like their leader.
i looked down at my phone, and saw the time being 17 pm.
almost dinner time, so at one point one of us would have to go get dinner for the rest.
and that one will probably be either bangchan, lee know or me.
a good 20 minutes passed and we had settled into answering questions from the STAY tthat followed the live.
pretty much every member had the live opened on their phone so they could see the comments, and sometimes they would read them out loud so we could answer some good questions.
"yeoji" someone said, and i shook my head a little, snapped out of my thoughts.
"hmm?" i answered.
"someone is asking how it is to live with us." jisung whispered next to me. i nodded slowly and started talking.
"well, its nice actually" most of the members returned to their phones, but some at least paid some attention to what i was saying.
"i mean, im used to living with boys, since i obviously used to live with my brothers." i continued. "but yeah, its nice, i like it better than living with girls, to be honest"
a few smiles from across the room and a wide grin from felix as they went onto the next question.
"can anybody get some food?" changbin shouted across the light noise.
"i will, dont worry" i directly answered, and i stood up at the same time as bangchan did.
"ill come with you. you need all the help you can get." he chuckled lowly and i smiled aswell.
"alright then" felix said happily. "see ya soon mate" he laughed.
we walked behind the other members, bangchan having to shove some forward so we could pass.
once i got my jacket, i fished for my keys in my pocket, and found them.
i threw my keys in the air and catched them like i usually did, i liked the sound that they make when the different keys crashed into eachother.
one key for the studio, one for the dance practice room, one for the dorms, one for my oldest brother, haeyang, appartment and the last one, my favorite, for my motorcycle.
i didnt own a car, and didnt have my license yet either. i already took lessons but never took the exams.
never had enough time for both motorcycle and car driving lessons.
i had my motorcycle always though, and that got me pretty much everywhere.
bangchan fiddled with his keys before sliding them into his bike aswell, while i was puttting on my helmet and flipping the visor down.
the wind blew through my hair, which was loose, unfortunately. thats one of the main reasons i love my motorcycle so much; it so much more free than a car.
we arrived at the market pretty soon, and bangchan and i went in quickly to make sure that bangchan wasnt killing himself over hunger.
changbin is always, as in, always hungry
we finished up pretty soon and made sure we had something for all the members, food and drinks, before packing it up in bangchans backpack, which he brought last minute.
the ride back was calmer than usual, and there was a comfortable silence between me and bangchan.
we never had any uncomfortable silences like the ones between me and pretty much anyone else.
bangchan was my comfort person, who had been there when my mother died, and i wouldnt give it up for anything.
theres nothing you can offer me that will make me leave my members.
we parked our motorcycles in front of the building, so we could easily head home after we finished working.
"these stairs will be the death of me" i groaned as we climbed the staircases up to the room our members were in.
there were loud noises coming from that particular room, the kind of noise that suggest theyre doing something entirely else than that they were suposed to.
as we entered the room, a few of the boys cheered while we dropped the food on my chair.
i started calmly unpacking the food while bangchan sat down and got back into the livestream.
i unpacked the first box, and recognized changbins food, sliding it toward him across the table. he shouted in response and practically attacked it.
next up was seungmin, who said thank you before unpacking his box.
after seungmin came hyunjin, who smiled his usual smile to me, the one where his eyes pretty much dissapear, making me grin aswell.
i shoved the fourth box over to jeongin, who nodded thankfully.
the fifth was for bangchan, and i nudged his shoulder to let him know his food was there.
"thanks"
"your welcome" i sang back.
the sixth box was for lee know, who looked at me dangerously as i slowly pushed it across the table.
im probably gonna die in his airfryer but its totally worth this.
there were two more boxes left, i picked the top one and found my food, so i left it on the table next to me.
the last box i reached over to felix, who grinned widely and muttered a thank you, but did not touch his food like the rest of them did.
i sighed and walked around the table, stopping behind felix and resting my hands on his shoulders.
i looked to my left to see hyunjin shouting across the room for bangchan, and on my right was seungmin, deeply in a talk with changbin across the table.
"felix" i said, soft enough so no one could hear. "felix your allowed to eat" i whispered, and i walked back to my place, locking eyes with him and nodding.
felix grinned thankfully, nodding slightly eager and opening up his food.
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