No Love- Lil Wayne
Recap of Tough Love
...When we pulled into my driveway, he cut the engine off and pulled my chin towards his face. At this point, he could see the tear streaks that ran down my cheeks. His face immediately changed to guilt. I pulled out of his grasp and let my head fall. As I begin reaching for the door handle, he pulled me back and his lips touched mine. At first I didn't kiss back, but the love I had for him suddenly came back up and I got into the groove of it.
35 minutes later..
I was in the back seat sliding my dress back over my head after a heated sex session with Yoon.
"What this mean for us?" I asked him.
"Honestly, I'on know Miya. I'm still try'na work shit out with shawdy." He revealed.
That hurt the fuck out of me. After this heated love session, he would say that shit to me. Once again, I was back in my feelings for this guy, we just had unprotected sex so I'm sure I was pregnant because I just happened to be ovulating and he just revealed he wanted to work his relationSHIT out with Denise.
What a fucked up way to ruin my day.
I immediately jumped out of his truck and walked up to my porch to find my key. He knew I was angry so he let me go without a word.
He begin to pull out of my driveway and make his way towards the four way stop sign. Finding my key was hard due to the tears streaming down my face.
All of a sudden I saw a black Tahoe speeding towards Yoons Range Rover out of the corner of my eye.
"YOON!!" was all I could get out as shots rang out and pierced his shiny black Rover.........
Four months later...
It had been four long miserable months since I've heard Yoon's voice, seen his smile, felt his touch or smelled his scent. It was devastating to the core, and to add on to my pain, like I suspected I was 14 weeks pregnant with his kid.
I could only imagine the pain Denise was feeling, but then again, I could give two fucks about how she felt. She probably didn't feel love for him like I did.
As I sat on my bed in deep thought about how my life has done a complete 180 spin on me, my phone begin to ring.
Because of the somber mood I've been in lately, I immediately reached over and clicked the lock button on my phone to decline the call without checking the caller ID.
I got up, walked to the adjoining bathroom to relieve my batter. As I begin to wash my hands, I caught a glimpse of my reflection.
I didn't have the same glow I used to have while with Yoon. I did the complete opposite of what I told myself I wasn't going to do: I fell in love again.
And it backfired.
Tears begin to run down my face as I thought about the memories and how in love we once were.
But that's the past now Miya. All that matters is the now...
As I walked out of the bathroom and towards my vanity, the phone begin to ring again. I answered this time.
"Hello?""Miya, get up to the hospital. He woke up.."
