Past-Present-Future Of My Love

For so many times, you believed that I would love you more.

But you hurt me more than you thought.

Every time you thought I would be disloyal to you,

My love keeps fading away.

You know every part of me and yet you still believed in disloyalty.

I always keep asking myself,

"Where did I go wrong?"

You have hurt me more than you realized.

But I'm mentally ready for you to leave me or

Even give me a reason to leave.

I look at my phone thinking and waiting for

"The Breakup Text"

But I know you would never want to hurt me.

In today's time,

Every time your actions and words have shown me.

Who are you?

I understand the overthinking, and conflicts but never conflict much like this.

In the future, I see the good and worst-case scenarios.

The good is, that you are becoming better and more secure in a firm timeline.

The bad thing is you will always never trust me and always think I am out to harm you.

Once I left, there was a reason why I left.

You will know why I left.

I am saying goodbye now and hopefully.

You're happy.