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My body, my head, my exhausted soul, can testify that I've worked at full tilt for so very long.

My eyelids are heavier than ever and my mouth is completely dry.

I limp back to my bedroom and collapse on my bed. Sleep isn't relaxing to me anymore; there is no quiet sense of rest when my thoughts are technically yelling at me every circumstance possible.

My mind darted from every possible scenario to the most unpleasant scenarios.

I drifted off to sleep soon after, though this time I slept because of my current state, and not because I was relaxed—I was far from relaxed.

All I was ever thinking of was my sister's unavoidable fate, and so did my mind when I was in a state of pure vulnerability and temporary death.

And as if it was a premonition,

"Dean! Dean!"

Someone shook me, I jolted awake, almost hitting their head.

It was my mother, tears ran down her terrified face
"Mom? What is it?" I asked, barely even conscious yet.

"She's gone..." She said, holding back the rest of her tears.

"Who is gone?" I questioned her until realization slapped me in the face.

"She's gone?!"

I ran downstairs and didn't hesitate, I tripped once or twice, nevertheless, I avoided the fall. I ran up to her, screw the flu, my sister is presumed dead. I held her lifeless hand in mine and squeezed it, yet there was no response. I checked for a heartbeat, I didn't feel nor hear anything.

I was absolutely doomed.

I held her hand to my chest, I was numb, everything was foggy, I couldn't do anything about her situation.

I couldn't handle this anymore.

I don't know what drove me to ever do this, nor do I know how this would satisfy me at all. But I will do it, and nothing can stop me anymore.

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