"Loving My Thug"

"The Way Life Goes"

my name is diamond i am 16 i am a senior i go to wingate high school i have two brothers and a single mom. life been pretty hard i slways get bullied at school my classmates say very bad things sometimes i cry my self to sleep.

i wake up in the morning one more day of living hell. today i have gym last period .i am finally at my school after that 20 minute ride

here comes my best friend/sister/R.O.D shaniquia,i love this girl to death she a real bitch and my bestie forever.

shaniquia-hey wifey

diamond- hey babezz

* hug each other*

first period i get hugs from everyone. except for of curse the most concieted school hoe carissa.

CARISSA POV

grrrr hate her i wish i could just take her and squeeze the living life out of her. every time i see her u want to slapped the shit out her and turn her white.

daniel- hey diamond when u gunna change yah weve.

DIAMOND POV

the whole class started laughing i felt embarrass but i didnt let it show i just laugh along you could see the disapointment on his face. learned that when i cry in front of them it gives them pleasure.

shaniquia- why dont u leave her alone u like her r sumthing

Daniel-hell no y would i like that thing? she cant even afford to change her weve

* class laughs *

Diamond- first if all im not a thing and second of all ur tlking about affort when u cant even see ur parents becuz they have to work n ur an only child but my mom has three n we see her every day n night

class-ohhhh ohhh *laughter*

DIAMOND POV

his face was blank he was showimg an expression of anger and hurt i didnt mean to go that far i felt guilty but he had it coming.he looked like he was abount to cry so he left the classroom i felt terrible.

*the teacher walks into the classroom

diamond pov

ms.hearts i loved that teacher she loved me as well.shes an english teacher she from jamaica like me well im not a real jamaican but everyone in my family is except for my brothers and cussion.

ms.hearts - diamond would you help give out these worksheets please

diamond- sure

the bell rung for second period as we got our work sheets.

*skip to last period *

diamond- finally

Brooklyn- right it took like forever,said brooklyn my right hand we close but we not as close as shaniquia and me.

diamond- lol

SHANIQUIA POV

we sat on our floor spots and did our excersize since we've been so good we got free time so diamond decided since we were having friend problem that we made a circle and told everyone what we like and dont like about each other.

diamond- well i like that your always happy but i dont like it when u have attitude-

carissa- diamond i hate u i think your a dis grace to jamaican u look like the grudge with weve u look like the bottom of my shoe every time i see you i want to slap the shit out of you i hate you

DIAMOND POV

i tried to hold back my tears as much as possible i could feel her words cutting me open.i gold off for as long as i could untill i burst into tears

shaniquia-carissa shut the fuck up you dirty thot go back to giving head cuz i dont like you!!!

carrisa- diamond mom taught me how to *smirks* bitch

*the bell rung*

i ran to my car and the radio was playing it played if i die young.

DIAMOND POV

i finally got home my mom was in the kitchen i ran up to my room and cried my eyes out. i decided that since people didnt like me ill change i was hot not to bragg i had small hips phat booty, flatt belly,and belly piercing, size c cup boobs i had long hair but i wore weve because i liked it i have hazel eyes and im lightskin

and i could dance and whine. so i took out all my weve and took a shower and wash my hair. then i went to sleep i didnt even bother to do my homework.

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mother- diamond are you up sweet heart.

diamond- im up mom

jacob my older btother came and jumped on me

diamond- ahahahah get out!!

jacob- hey my favorite sister in the world

diamond- what do you want?

jacob- why would you assume i want something??

diamond-really?

jacob- ok my car is not working and i dont want to drive my benz and could i borrow yours ill pick you up and drop you to school for a week pwease my wavorite switer in the world

Diamond- grr ok

DIAMOND POV

my brother and i have a wierd

relationship.i got out my bed took a shower brush my teeth wash my hair and face.then i decided to look sexy. i straghten my real hair which was right above my butt with honey blond tips, then i bumped my bang. i wore a black and white high waist shorts a black crop top with obey written in white letters, i put in my gold heart belly ring, my gold stud earrings, and my thick gold chain and a little heart one, with my black and white jordans, lastly i putt on some mascara and eye liner with red lipstik. damn i look like a bahd bitch!!!!! i took a picture and put it on instagram with the captain guess i was feeling like a boss i got 150 likes in 5 minutes i love my followers.

diamond- im ready jacob!

jacob- ok- go fucking change!!

diamond- jacob its not a big deal!!

jacob- i said go change you not going out side this house like that!

diamond - mom jacob wont let me leave

jacob - mom look what shes wearing

mother- you look beautiful honey

diamond- thank you mom * smirks*

jacob-grrrr lets go just know if i see you with any nigga ama beat his ass then beat yours

diamond- yes farther *sarcasm*

jacob- you think im playing, im serious as a heart attack

diamond- okayy

JACOB POV

as i was in the parking lot of diamonds school a lot of girls diamond age kept flirting with me.i cant denie it i loved it but when diamond got out the car a bunch of boys kept looking at her and making comments about how sexy she was. i was angry because since our farther died i found the need to be protective over Diamond and Stephen especially diamond because she was a girl.