[BL] Lick Me Up If You Can (Book 1)

Chapter 112

"... ... uh?"

It was not easy to understand what was being said. Ashley scrunched up her face as her koi looked at her, making a dumb noise. Koi slowly accepted reality as his face seemed both smiling and crying.

"What did you say just now?"

I barely opened my mouth, but the sentences didn't flow properly. Ashley just listened to the questions that came out intermittently. But that silence was even more frightening to her koi.

Ash appeared.

Koi's reason reminded him of reality so that he would not be hurt. I'm just a beta.

Ash is an alpha, so he's different from an ordinary beta. There must have been something going on. Yes, it will. I don't even know what an alpha is. Plus, Ash is an extreme alpha, so he's far from an average alpha. Obviously, there must have been something that made it inevitable. ... ... There may be.

I waited.

Emotions rose up against my reason, which kept trying to rationalize. You said you liked me, but I waited so hard for Ash.

How can you do that with someone else when I'm waiting for you?

If only he had called me, if he had done so, if I had even known, no, in the first place.

"Why are you talking... ... ."

In the end, the resentment that I couldn't hold back broke out. Koi lowered his head with tears in his eyes. Thick teardrops fell. She would have been better off not knowing. Why is Ash saying this to me?

"Koy."

Ashley called his name. Koi looked up at him with eyes filled with tears. He blinked his eyes hastily, and thick streams of tears flowed down his cheeks. Once again, Ashley's pale face appeared in my field of vision.

"No, that's a lie."

Koi just stared at him from a distance. Ashley smiled weakly.

"It was a joke."

Koi only blinked in doubt. I couldn't guess what his sincerity was. Ashley erased her forced smile and looked at him with her serious face and spoke once more.

"Really, I've never done anything like that with anyone else. "You are the only one for me."

The filthy scene she had seen over and over again unfolded before Ashley's eyes as she made a new determination. In a vast hall, naked people are entangled and moaning. There was a lot of alcohol and drugs everywhere, and people lusting after each other in all kinds of positions. From the moans and screams that ring in my ears to the bizarre laughter that fills my head.

〈I need to get rid of the pheromones.〉

When Ashley remembered her father's face whispering to her, she came to her senses. Her surroundings suddenly became quiet. As soon as the being before her came into view, her anxiety disappeared and instead her heart sank.

"I told you, I love you."

When I said it again, Koi took a shaky breath and shed tears again.

"Why are you making such a joke..." ... ."

"Sorry."

Ashley hugged Koi tightly, who soon began to sob and cry.

"I was wrong, don't cry."

Ashley apologized sincerely. The feeling of Koi's tears in her arms slowly wetting his thin t-shirt filled her with both sorrow and relief.

thank god.