The Life Of Addy

Monday

I woke up around 5 am in the morning not even excited for my new day.I put on make up on to look passable and i got my brown wig and brushed it and put it on. Mom came into my room and asked: "Are you sure you're ready to go as a girl?" "Aren't you afraid of what other kids say?".

Me: Honestly no they can mind their own business.

Mom kised my forehead and left the room. I went to the kitchen and dad was talking on the phone and when he looked at me he gave me the stare of "Are you sure you're ready?" And I replied without him saying a word "yes dad I'm ready" he whispered "Are you sure?" I went up to him and gave him a hug and i walked out of my house and went to wait for the bus.I was obviously shitting my pants cause i was so scared what people thought of me but I also wanted to be myself so i just ignored the bad feelings.As soon as I entered the bus people were staring at me like the whole bus went on silent as I awkwardly sat down. I had some male features but with make up they weren't that visible.A girl sat next to me and I thought she was going to judge me but she immediately said. "i like your hair and your make up!" I put my high pitch voice and replied "Thank you very much!". We sat there until we got to the High school. As i walked to the classroom i could here whispers saying "YO I thought that thing was actually a girl!" "That's not normal" "what a freak" so i walked by acting flawless and like I didn't care but I actually did. I was wearing a mini dress with flowers on it.I felt a little uncomfortable entering the class cause i was new and people stare.I sat down quietly and the teacher came and introduced herself her name was Mrs.Kindgstand (weird name right) so i sat down and i saw that this teacher in particular had a cross in her desk next to the bible and a cross around her neck.So i got a little worried she might judge me.Everyone were introducing themselves and my turn came, i got up and introduced myself "Hello my name is Addy and umm i came from Puerto Rico.. Thank you.." (Don't even know why did i say thank you) so i was sitting and this dude wouldn't stop staring at me so i looked at him and said "Dude what? "If you're going to judge me keep it to yourself" and he giggled and replied "I wasn't going to judge you i just think you're beautiful" my heart like stopped because I've never been called beautiful in front of my face and even less by a cute guy . I got all red and replied with my voice shaking "Thank you, you're pretty too" Gosh why did i say pretty! I should of said hot and get hooked up on my first day of school (joking about the hook up thing) the day passed and i couldn't stop thinking about that complement. I got home "How was school" mom asked. "it was great" i replied. I took a shower and went to bed and still thinking about that it's like he gave me $10000 dollars! I just felt special.

~went to sleep~