Bitch's Confession (Short Story)

Ito 'yung first experimental story ko. Sabi ko nga gusto kong magtry ng iba't ibang genre at characters so ito ang unang subok ko.  Medyo mature ang content nito so kung below 18 ka palang, SHUUUU! Hahaha.

Please give me a constructive criticism. Thanks! :3

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You see a couple. You look at them and think that they’ll last forever. But a relationship is not as strong at it seems to be. I can break it with just a single kiss.

                Nandito ako dahil may gusto akong ipagtapat. I stole my bestfriend’s boyfriend. Bakit ako nandito ngayon? Para sabihin sa inyo kung gaano ako ka-guilty at kung gaano ako nagsisisi sa nagawa ko? Pffft. You have got to be kidding me.

                My name doesn’t matter. Just call me BITCH because that’s how everyone calls me. Marami pa ‘yan. Hoe, slut, pok-pok, haliparot. Ilan lang iyan sa mga alam ko. At alam kong marami pa akong hindi alam.

                Oh yes, everyone loves drama. Ako rin. Our only difference is that I don’t wait for drama to happen. I MAKE them. Kaya naman tuwing may nakikita akong opportunity para makagawa ng drama, sasamantalahin ko iyon para makagawa ng gulo.

                I hate seeing people together being happy and all. It just irritates me so much that many still believe in fairytale, true love, and all that childhood bullshits. Wake up! This is the real word! Geez, how I hate idealistic people! When I break a relationship, the girl always comes for me and brings on a fight. Wala akong inaatrasan at kinatatakutan. Kung gusto mo ng gulo, tama ang nilapitan mo. Ibibigay ko ang laban na gusto mo hanggang sa maipamukha ko sayo na dapat ka pang magpasalamat sa akin. Bakit? Dahil ginising kita sa isang malaking kahibangan.

                Back to my bestfriend, yes I stole her boyfriend. They say birds with the same feathers flock together... but everything has an exemption. Total opposite ko siya. Let’s call her Bhes.

                Naalala ko yung una naming pagkikita. She was surrounded by stupid boys and she’s panicking. I have to go to the Engineering bulding to see my boyfriend #43 kaya napadaan ako sa kanila. Nang mapadaan ako, tinignan niya ako na parang humihingi ng tulong pero hindi ko siya pinansin. Nilagpasan ko siya. Pero bago ako makalayo, may isang lalaki na malagkit ang tingin sa akin. I think I just found #44. Hah. So binalikan ko sila and I played the heroine. I saved Bhes... pero gusto ko lang talagang akitin si #44.

                I still remembered how Bhes looked so grateful. Sa sobrang pasasalamat niya, hindi niya ako tinantanan hangga’t hindi ako nagsasabi ng “you’re welcome.” Pathetic, right? Naiirita na ako sa pagsunod-sunod niya kaya binigay ko na ang gusto niya. Akala ko lulubayan na niya ako after that, but I was wrong. She declared herself as my friend – bestfriend to be exact – and from then on, she was always with me.

Feeling ko nagkaroon ako ng alagang aso. Someone who obeys my orders, someone who protects me, someone who’s always there for me. Totoo palang a dog is man’s bestfriend. Nagkaroon din ako ng fan na lagi akong pinupuri sa kahit anong nagawa ko. She is so funny.

She’s a hopeless romantic. Nang inaya niya akong bumisita sa bahay nila, she showed me her room with a big shelf na puro pocketbooks ang laman. I almost laughed pero pinigilan ko. She also told me that she is writing her own stories, too. Napailing nalang ako, trying to suppress my laugh. Oh, she will never have a boyfriend I bet.

Kapag wala akong magawa, inaayusan ko siya. Naisip ko kasi na nakakahiyang naglalakad ako sa hallway na may katabing basahan. Ew. Nakakasira ng image. So yeah, I gave her a makeover. Nagulat pa siya sa kinalabasan. I made her beautiful... but not bitchy beautiful because that’s my style. I gave her the I-am-beutiful-but-innocent look. I added special detail to her eyes because that’s her asset.