True love is forever, right?

Chapter 2 Week 2

After one week of living in disbeliefs, I finally realized that Dave isn't coming back, I realized that I have to get over it, and move on but.. It's still really hard trying to get over Death.Even though I was nearly impossible for me to at least try forgetting about Dave, at least for a moment. I couldn't do it physically neither mentally, I always felt that he was somewhere close, and was about to walk in, or rush in with loud screaming, as he always did. but I was just wasting time, on waiting for miracles.

Unfortunately we don't live in fantasy world, where with basic spell you can make someone come back to life, It is sad reality, and I had to get over it, sooner or later I will definitely stop thinking about that incident, but I'm not sure it's happening any time soon.

1 more week later

I finally felt a bit better, after I finally came out of house, after two weeks of self-made Quarantine, firstly I visited Kate, because even though I felt a bit better while I was alone I still missed them so much, when I arrived at Kate's house no one was there, I started worrying because I thought something happened, I began calling both of them but no one answered, at that moment I was in panic because I didn't knew what to think, or Do..

Thankfully after 2 stressing hours, both of them showed up, I rushed to them and hugged them, I was nervously asking random questions like: where were you?, I didn't knew where to look for you, I was thinking worst already, why weren't you answering. I simply was acting like overprotecting parent, but they calmed me down, they were just out for groceries.

After we all calmed down a bit, Kate asked me where was I and what I was doing for two weeks, and why I wasn't answering them on calls. all I remember from that agony which lasted for two weeks is that, I was only eating and sleeping. while my phone died on third day of Self-made Quarantine..

 Molly asked me what I was planning to do now, but I'm sure I clearly looked like, I definitely Didn't knew what to do with my already fucked up life, all I told her that I just wanted to talk to David just for a bit.. and that exact moment I witnessed same exact light wind as, two weeks before when Dave got in accident. I didn't knew what to think of, or do. I just knew that every time I mention his name I fell that wing again and again. I definitely know that Dave is here, even though I can't see him, I feel he's with me.