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As soon as Joey left June rushed downstairs not making eye contact with her mother.

"Where are you going?" June's mom asked.

June just continued to walk out the door leaving the door opened.

"Hey! Get back here June!" June's mom called out in the distance.

June just kept walking she walked for minutes and minutes.

She didn't care when cars started to honk in front of her or when people would ask her to get out the street.

She just kept walking.

About thirty minutes later, June made it to Jen's house.

She banged on the door twice and waited for her to open up.

June heard footsteps coming towards the door and the door swang open.

"Ju-" Jen said but was cut off by June punching her in the face.

"You fucking phony ass bitch I can't fucking believe you!" June said as she was on top of Jen and punching her in her face repeatedly.

"I'm sorry June! Stop! I didn't mean for it to happen this way!" Jen screamed.

She just kept punching and punching until she heard something crack and noticed that she had broke Jen's nose.

She then walked out the house leaving the door wide open and began to walk several blocks down until she reached a bridge.

She looked down at the river below the bridge.

She had always been scared of heights but for some reason she didn't feel that way today.

June was genuinely tired of everything and everybody.

June quickly pulled out her purse pulling out a pen and a notepad.

She began to write.

    Mother, I love you and always will. I'm happy that you never gave up on me and although you weren't perfect you still tried your best to be the best mom that you could possibly be. I just want you to be happy now that I won't be around, know that it's for the best and that I fought and tried but was very unsuccessful with this battle. Let dad know that I love him, and always will. Let him know that although he couldn't see me I'm sure he has his reasons and I understand. Let him know that I missed him and will miss you and him very much. I hope that one day you guys are able to fight your differences and give each other another shot. Also, let Joey know that I don't hate him for what he has done to me. Let him know that none of this was his fault, and that I appreciate him for being a good friend while he was. Let him know that I wish the best for him and only wanna see him do his best in life. Let Malaki know that I'm rooting for him and believe in him that he can change his ways and become a better individual. Don't feel bad for me and I would appreciate it if you didn't shed any tears or hate me for my decision. I have come to terms with the fact that I do not belong here and would rather be some where else where I can finally have a peace of mind.  I love you all <3

  Sincerely, June.