For The Love of Her Soul

Maiden Part

A soul's note,

I sleep not a day without a pop of you in my head. It's worse than phone alerts. At least the silent button works. But I can't with you. If only I could unsee the seen. So, I wrestle them as if you were in front of me.

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"You don't give a fuck", I know, but someone has to. Me aside! someone even cares more for you. And He won't let me take a breather (exhales deeply). So, in my spirit, I carry you and pray the way! you find. Knowing you, your goofiness exchanged my pain for relief. Now my turn it is, for you. Yes, I was led and burdened, but to catch your beautiful soul, mind and spirit, for Him, with pleasure I do. But of course, I'm pained and bothered of your contrary choice to Father's nature.

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Your body I mentioned last, you will need it less, less and lesser of it on this journey. But fight it will, tough too, to hold on your feelings for shes. You might give in, fall, get stung and scarred. It's difficult but keep on, you must, the flesh against. I will be with you, yet not always, when the allure intensifies, I'll have to flee. But the Third Person of our Father will, in those moments be closest. Restrengthened in Him, I'll pull you up. Repeat! we might, over and over, again and again! I'll get pissed, you frustrated, but don't quit, I hope not to on you either and regardless of the many start afreshes, our Father won't neither. All because of our love for your soul.

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Our soul He wants. Me! He sent you, another someone else. He knows us and we Him, I do you, but you not me. However, I hope these words finds you wherever whenever but soon. From God our Father and I, Jilde to you, Amari.