𝐖𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐆 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐌𝐄 ᵏᵃʸ ᶠˡᵒᶜᵏ

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amaiyah díaz
nyu campus, new york
09:12 am

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As I was walking the halls of campus, my mind was filled with kay. I couldn't get him off my mind after last night, he confessed his love for me. His love...

The only thing I kept thinking about was if I should confess too or if I should reject. I really don't wanna reject him because he's actually such an amazing person.

My head was laying on my table as the professor kept talking, I couldn't bring myself to focus on her lesson as my mind was wandering elsewhere.

The lesson ends and I tilt my head up, watching the students leave as I quickly grab my bag and exit the classroom.

Sora was back in New York but not back at campus yet, they only allowed her back after next break which is in two months.

I didn't really have any other friends so I walked to class alone, sat in class alone and ate my lunch alone. It was peaceful because nobody was in my business and I was just quietly alone.

I walk to the library and find a silent place to sit and place my bag on the chair next to me. I take out my airpods and put them in, putting on the song 'gang over luv' by brent faiyaz.

'I was hella broke then
I ain't have a dime
But I was always focused
I ain't waste no time'

I take my notebook out and start pouring out my thoughts, I always did this when my head felt clouded. As I kept on writing I lost sense of time, break had ended ten minutes ago and I was still in my own world.

I finally look up and look at my phone, seeing the time and immediately rush out of the library. I've honestly never been late like this before, I run up the stairs to the other side of the building.

As I near the classroom I hesitate before entering, I open the door and step inside with my notebook in one hand and my bag in the other.

"Good of you to join us at this time mrs Díaz" the professor spoke in a sarcastic tone, he has very strict ways and rules. "I'm sorry.." I began talking but got interrupted. "take a seat." he spoke firmly as I walked to the nearest table.

I sit down and kept my head down the whole time, I felt ashamed for being late so I didn't bother to look at anyone.

The whole classroom was silent as they all listened to Mr Cromwell, he was in an extra grumpy mood today as he spoke firmly and used his hands a lot.

"Today we'll be talking about criminal law" he banged his pen against the big board behind him, making my head shoot up.

I loved criminal law, it amazes me how big it is. It's not just death and theft, it's traffic offences, drugs, gang related offences.

Ever since I met Kay the last subject has got me thinking a lot. Gang related offences sound really bad and are actually bad but I can't help but feel like Kay is some sort of exception.

I always used to think gangs were dumb and just a made up thing for sick people but it isn't, for some people it's like a second family they never had.