Dr. Lovin

Chapter 1: Rayne

Chapter 1

Rayne's pov

I hate blind dates.

They never went great for me.

Once the guy saw me he found any excuse to leave.

I doubted this guy would be any different.

I wondered what was wrong with him.

Why was he needing to be set up?

From what I was told he was a pediatrician, and worked a lot.

Just what I needed a guy that was married to his job.

The fact that he works with kids was a plus.

I wanted to be a mother more than anything.

I could feel my clock ticking away.

I wanted to get married than have kids, but now I am not so sure that will happen.

Right now I would just settle for a baby.

Maybe I should have a one night stand just so I could become a mom.

I think that idea sounds more likely than finding love.

The only reason I agreed to this stupid date is because Josie is like a sister to me.

I know she wants me to have what she has.

She is a great person, and I don't want to disappoint her.

I mean it would be amazing if it did go well.

I kept thinking about the guy that brought in the puppy.

His eyes were so dreamy.

I cuddled the small puppy up against me.

Poor little guy was starving, but other than that he was in good health.

It made me so angry when people abounded animals like this.

This is the reason I became a vet.

I loved animals.

They loved you unconditionally.

They didn't judge you like humans did.

Here this puppy was left for dead yet he still trusted me.

I called the man that brought him in, and let him know that the puppy would be okay.

Plus he was not chipped so chances are he didn't belong to anyone.

I would keep him here a few days to hydrate him, and look for an owner.

He was thankful for everything I was doing, and told me to keep hi posted.

I found myself wondering if he was single.

I wish I could find a man like him.

If he treated humans like he treated this puppy I would be one lucky woman.

I wish he was my blind date.

Then again maybe not.

A man like that would never want me.

I was fat, and ugly.

Don't go feeling sorry for me I have accepted this a long time ago.

I have been told my whole life that I was fat and ugly.

It doesn't bother me anymore.

Maybe I should just cancel tonight.

My self-esteem can't take anymore blows.