Because it is Easier

Bullets and triggers

though things may be different now i need you to know

things are becoming difficult and i try not to let them show

i got angry, i snapped and i broke

i said some words that should never be spoke. 

i was mean i was cruel

and i now look like a fool. 

But even what you said in retaliation

and it was caused by my aggravation

but it hurt, it stung

and i was stuck up on a rung... 

i needed you to catch me, because i knew that i would fall 

but now i'm here, holding on for something, anything at all.

what is left? it is as if it has all evaporated

so now why cant i remove the tears that have my eyes saturated

 after everything i would still take a bullet for you

even if you were the one to pull the trigger.

i must have had it coming

and the hold i have is crumbling. 

but the truth is...

im still waiting for a bullet

before the grey sky clears