PART 1

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I woke up to my alarm going off I am tired i could barely feel my body it felt so numb from the cuts and bruises .i put all my strength to get out of bed i went to the washroom and did my skin care now i have to pick a outlift i went to my closet and took out a large hoodie and some baggy pants.I wasn't that hungry i haven't eaten in 5 months thank god nobody noticed i put on a pair of converse and went down stairs to see my perents past out, I was so thankful that they wore past out so i didn't have to got to school with bruises on my face .I left the house and put on my headphones i was walking till i saw tom and his friends i tried to hide but they saw me so i had to run to school.When i got to school i saw bill,george and gustave so i walked over to them and side "Heyy"then they all looked at me and hugged me and they side" hey"then we started talking while walking in the school we went to are lockers and took out are books then bill side"ugh i have math''then you all giggles and you said" i have science "then george side he has math to and gustav said" i have gym".After that you all went your ways.


"TIme skip"

now we have lunch i didn't want to eat so i was going to the washroom while i was going i met with tom then tom said"Hey slut"you rolled your eyes then tom got mad and pined you to the lockers and said"don't you roll yours eyes at me or you will regret that you get that bitch"then he punched you in the face and you screamed"ahhhh please stop i am sorry"then tom started laughing and said "pathetic"and then he left and then bill,george and guvast came and asked what happened then you said "ask your stupid brother"then bill got mad and said i will talk to him and left.


(bills pov)

After Emma told me tom did this i got mad and i went to find tom and i found tom making out with a girl i got more mad then i yelled at tom"tom what the fuck is wrong with you"and then tomstoped kissing the girl and said what i lost it this time and i yelled"tom stop acting like you didn't just punch emma in the face"then he started laughing and said"well she has to learn some manners when she talks to me"hafter he said that he left with the girl.


(end of bills pov)


(Back to emmas pov)

after bill left i ran to the bathroom and went in a stall and locked it and took a blade and started cutting beep after that the blood started coming out i cleaned it and left the bathroom stall and looked at my self in the mirror while i was looking in the mirror i got lost in my thoughts.what if i just kill my self they wouldn't care right or would they but my perents say that nobody loves me and nobody cares about me is it true my thoughts wore interrupted by the bell so i left the bathroom and i started walking with the boys then bill asked me"Ney emma are you okay you look really week and you haven't eaten in school?"i hesitated and then said"oh i wasn't hungry don't worry"and i put a forced smile.Then bill said "oh ok" then you arrived home and you said goodnight to them and went inside to see your perents brunk and they saw you and walked up to you and said "were wore you bitch you didn't clean the house!"and you said "i -i was at school s-sorry.Then your mom grabbed your hair and said"i don't cared that you were at school you slut "and threw you on the floor and kicked me in the stomach and i screamed"ahhhhh please stop i am sorry"then they left you there crying you got up and ran to your room and cried and cut yourself and clean them and fell asleep while crying.



HEYYY guys thank you for reading my book and if you want you can copy this book if you want to and i hope liked it.

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