when i turned 1 my father left us for another woman, my mother don't even beg him to stay bc my mom is the best the coolest he did everything to make us her childrens live our lives,she spoiled me on everything even though she's suffering, and now i was in 9th grade there's so many pressure i have, pressure there, pressure here, pressure everywhere even i wanted to pay back my mother for all that she did,she also make me the weakest bc of my suffering in acads i can't fight it anymore im so tired, i have this breakdown every night, friendless but still at the honor list in order for her to be proud i love her so much and now i feel like im not even enough for all that i did i think it's nothing they don't value everything i did am i that useless??? i have so many questions in so tired na i wanna rest forever,but god is presenting me from doing it i am very grateful that he's always there for me i love him so much like how he loves me
