Love In The Lights (Justin Bieber Story)

Chapter 42

YOUR POINT OF VIEW

As soon as I parked my car in the driveway I took in a deep breathe just thinking about what mum is going to do to me, I pretty much just ignored her and ‘disobeyed’ her well that’s what she said I did but I didn’t even do anything wrong in my opinion! Okay so yes I told Justin to stay at my house even though I kind of knew my mum wouldn’t allow it – ahh Justin, ergh I miss him so much already, he hasn’t called or text me yet, I guess he must still be on the plane – but maybe my mum should spend some time with both me and Josh and we wouldn’t disobey her or whatever she thinks we do. I mean I told her that Josh was failing school in an argument and she didn’t believe me that is ridiculous I would never make something like that up! I slowly turned my key in the door just waiting to see my mum staring at me as I opened it, but I was surprised when I saw that she wasn’t even there actually why didn’t I see that coming? That’s all she has time for now ‘work’ even though she knows that I know she’s not at work, I mean she kind of works for me and Lacey is never that busy and she’s my manager, I don’t see what must be so important to her that she is lying about it to me, we used to tell each other everything but I guessed that changed. ‘Josh?’ I called out through the house as I shut the door and dumped my bag by the stars ‘YN?’ I heard him reply I ran up the stairs and into his room ‘hey bud! Why aren’t you at school?’ I asked him as I joined him sitting on the bed, Josh was playing video games and didn’t even break his gaze away from the TV ‘mum told me to walk but it takes like an hour so I just didn’t bother’ he said shrugging ‘you should of just called me I would of sorted something out and you can’t just not go to school’ I scowled him ‘I know but I was late anyway and then it takes like an hour to walk there so it’s not my fault’ he said pausing his game and throwing the controller down on the floor ‘I’ll sort it don’t worry’ I weakly smiled at him ‘you know she still thinks I’m passing school’ Josh said as he shook his head ‘I know, she’s crazy I don’t know what’s up with her! But I’ll take you to football later and then when mum gets home I’ll talk to her’ I promised him ‘thanks’ he mumbled ‘it’s cool!’ I called out to him as I stood up and walked out of the room. I felt a vibration coming from my phone which was shoved deep into my pocket but I quickly pulled it out hoping that it was Justin and I smiled widely when I saw that it was. ‘JUSTIN!’ I yelled as soon as I picked up the phone, I heard him chuckle lightly causing a warm fuzzy feeling in the pit of my stomach just knowing that he was okay made me happy ‘hey baby’ he said still laughing slightly ‘how was the flight?’ I asked walking into my room and plopping down on my bed ‘long’ he said ‘and I miss you already… so much’ he added his voice was only a mumble ‘I miss you too’ I sighed laying back so I was staring up at the ceiling ‘I hate this already and what it hasn’t even been a day yet, I just wish I could have packed you up in a suitcase and brought you with me’ he said and chuckled lightly again although I knew it was forced ‘I wish you could do that too! But just think, I would probably distract you from your work and also your fans don’t want to see me with you all the time, this is time for you and them without any interruptions enjoy it! Just don’t forget about me!’ I told him and giggled trying to make him feel better ‘it’s not my fault that you distract me with your sexy body, those curves, your smile, your hair’ he said in a very seductive tone which just made me melt. Even though he said it through the phone I blushed like crazy… the effects this boy has on me. ‘Are you blushing right now?’ Justin asked when I didn’t reply ‘shut up’ I mumbled through the phone ‘awwwwww I can make you blush even when I’m not there! Awwwwww’ Justin cooed at me ‘shut up, I bet I could give you a boner through the phone’ I said and smirked ‘I DO NOT NEED TO HEAR THIS’ I heard Josh scream from his room ‘sorry!’ I yelled back at him and giggled ‘yeah anyway I bet I could give you a boner through the phone’ I said and smirk once again, I heard Josh begin to play his music really really loudly in order to drown out my conversation ‘YN do not even try’ Justin said in a serious tone ‘you’re so sexy when you’re serious’ I said seductively through the phone whilst biting my lip, wishing Justin was here knowing how much he loves it when I bite my lip ‘please tell me you’re not biting your lip right now’ he said sounding like he was holding his breathe ‘maybe I am… maybe I’m not’ I said and let out a sigh ‘I can’t even deal with this right now, I need you here’ Justin sighed heavily sounding bummed out now ‘there with you or just in your bed?’ I asked giggling ‘here with me and then we can have some rough sex’ he said and I knew full well that he was smirking, I can always tell when he is he just has this sound in his voice when he smirks, and let me tell you… it is god. Damn. Sexy. ‘JUSTIN!’ I yelled in embarrassment of the fact that he is most likely surrounded by people and they all just heard that ‘baby don’t worry I’m in my hotel room now’ he said laughing ‘okay good because I don’t want people thinking I’m like some sex hungry horn ball’ I said giggling ‘speak for yourself’ Justin said laughing again ‘you’re crazy’ I said giggling again ‘yeah crazy about you’ he said and I knew he was smirking again ‘oh you and your corniness’ I said shaking my head and laughing ‘YOU LOVE IT!’ he yelled ‘yes I do!’ I said laughing ‘I love you’ he said seriously ‘I love you too! Justin what country are you even in right now?’ I asked feeling ashamed of not knowing ‘Japan, it’s nice here I’ll have to bring you some time’ he suggested ‘sounds good and how long are you there for?’ I asked ‘well I have the rest of today off and then rehearsals tomorrow and a show in the evening and then I have another four shows here and then off to another city in Japan so overall I’m here for like just over a week’ he said and sighed ‘sounds like hard work’ I said ‘it is’ he said simply ‘but it’ll be worth it’ I said ‘sure is when I get to see you again’ he told me ‘only three months’ I said ‘three months’ he whispered ‘what time is it over there?’ I asked him ‘around 11 in the morning’ he told me (I don’t know the time differences or anything so I am making it up!) ‘oh it’s like almost eight in the evening here’ I said shrugging, I then heard the front door open and then slam shut… guessing mum’s home ‘my mum just got home’ ‘have you not spoken to her yet?’ ‘no not yet she was at work’ ‘oh well don’t worry it’ll be okay’ he said trying to make me feel better ‘Justin she’s going to kill me I swear’ I said sighing heavily ‘trust me it’ll be okay, man I wish I was there with you’ he said mumbling the last part ‘me too’ I agreed my bedroom door opened and appeared a very angry pissed off looking mum ‘get downstairs… now!’ my mum gritted through her teeth ‘baby I have to go she wants to talk to me’ I sighed ‘okay text me afterwards okay? I love you so so so sooooo much’ he sang through the phone ‘I will do and I love you so so so soooo much too’ I said and giggled ‘bye baby’ he said sounding a little upset ‘bye Justin’ I said and with that I hung up, it was hard just to hang the phone up I wanted to be with him or at least talk to him for as long as possible but no, my bitch of a mother had to ruin it. I sighed and climbed off the bed and sluggishly walked downstairs and into the kitchen where I saw my mum making a cup of coffee, facing away from me. ‘WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU PLAYING AT?!’ my mum yelled as she turned to face me, I jumped back scared I didn’t know she heard me come in ‘I-I-I’ was all I managed to get out ‘NOW YOU ARE BEING IRRESPONSIBLE AND STUPID’ she spat, I can’t let her walk over me, I need to stand up to her ‘NO I WASN’T I WANTED TO SPEND TIME WITH MY BOYFRIEND! IT’S NOT MY FAULT YOU DON’T TRUST ME!’ I yelled back at her ‘YOU’LL BE PREGNANT BEFORE YOU KNOW IT! YOU’D BE AN AWFUL MOTHER!’ she yelled aggressively slamming her mug of smoking hot coffee on the table causing the mug to smash and coffee to drip off of the table and onto the floor but mum didn’t even care about that she didn’t even notice. For the first time I looked at he face it was bright red like a tomato it looked like she was going to explode ‘I’D BE AN AWFUL MOTHER?’ I asked her sarcastically ‘YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT GOES ON IN THIS FAMILY, YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT’S HAPPENING IN MY OR JOSH’S LIFE, YOU DON’T EVEN CARE, YOU SAY YOU ARE AT WORK FORM AROUND SEVEN IN THE MORNING TO ELEVEN AT NIGHT I’M NOT STUPID MUM I KNOW YOU’RE NOT AT WORK!’ I yelled viciously at her ‘how dare you’ she muttered ‘I AM YOUR OWN MOTHER AND YOU TREAT ME LIKE THAT?! I KNOW EVERYTHING THAT GOES ON IN THIS FAMILY!’ she yelled at me ‘YEAH? HOW’S JOSH GOING IN SCHOOL?’ I asked her ‘he’s doing perfectly fine’ she said in pure confusion ‘you must be fucking stupid’ I spat ‘he told me that he is FALLING school and he HATES school and everything about it and he HATES the fact that YOU made him quit football because YOU are always too busy, this is your fault this family is falling apart, nobody’s but yours so don’t even try to blame anyone else’ I said emphasising everything that she did ‘I want you all of my house’ was all she replied.