Love In The Lights (Justin Bieber Story)

Chapter 51

YOUR POINT OF VIEW

As soon as I was finished on the photo shoot I walked off thanking the director and photographer but I didn’t look at him, I was mad at him. He was being a dick for no reason and now he has probably realised that I’m pissed off with him and wants to be all lovey dovey with me to try and get me to crack, but nuh-uh I’m not going to let him do that to me again, it can’t happen all the time. He needs to learn that when he is a prick to me I’m not going to run straight back to him. I didn’t look at him once and just walked straight back to my dressing room, however I knew he was following me, I could fell his presence near me and the temptation was just so high to turn around and jump on him but no I’m going to be strong and put my will power to the test. As soon as I reached my dressing room I walked into the room and shut the door behind me straight in Justin’s face, I smirked to myself as I could imagine his face being shocked right now. I walked over to the mirror and pulled my hair up into a messy bun as the door of my dressing room slowly opened I didn’t turn around but looked in the reflection of the mirror and saw Justin slowly poking his head around the corner with his head hung low. If I am being honest, I hate fighting with him especially now I mean he only got home from tour a day ago. Justin moved so he was completely in the room, he then leaned back against the door and stared at me, I didn’t know if I could see him looking at me or not, but I could. I moved away from the mirror and over to wear my clothes were I picked them up and then turned to Justin ‘can I get changed please?’ I mumbled hinting at him to leave ‘do you really want me to leave?’ he mumbled sadly whilst staying directly at me, his eyes were full of pain and sorrow. I just stared at him not sure what I should reply ‘I’ve seen you change before’ he mumbled once again, still standing against the door, crossing his arms over his chest showing that he wasn’t going to move ‘fine’ I mumbled before turning my back against his and peeling off my clothes and slipping my jeans and t-shirt back on ‘let’s go’ I mumbled before standing in front of Justin who was blocking the door, I just stared down at the floor avoiding the eye contact he was desperately searching for ‘baby’ he whispered forcing me to look up at him ‘what?’ I muttered in a pissed off tone ‘I know you hate me right now, but I love you’ he said leaning over and kissing my cheek knowing if he went to kiss my lips I would have- as hard as it would have been- I would have pushed him away. I smiled weakly at him before leaning up on to my tippy toes and kissing his right cheek lightly ‘let’s go’ I sighed quietly waiting for Justin to move out of the way of the door so we could just go home. 


We walked back to the car park and climbed in, but neither of us spoke it wasn’t awkward nor relaxing, it was just a silence. A silence that neither of us knew how to break. I started the engine and began to drive home… well back to Justin’s. I noticed a few cars following us coming really close to my car ‘Justin are they paps?’ I asked referring to the cars following looking out my mirror and finally breaking the silence ‘I don’t know’ he shrugged I sighed in frustration. I pulled up at a red light and the cars surrounded me and Justin ‘fuck sake’ Justin muttered aggressively as the paparazzi rolled down there windows and flashed camera’s against my car window screaming things at both of us ‘ARE YOU ENGAGED?!’ ‘ARE YOU PREGNANT?’ ‘DO YOU LIVE TOGETHER?’ anything they could but it was just annoying. I looked over to Justin who was clenching his jaw tightly, next thing he rolled down the window and began to scream and yell at the paps ‘BRO BACK OFF THE CAR’ he yelled but the paparazzi then stuck the camera’s into the car trying to get a better picture of us. I covered my face and moved away from the camera. Justin pulled the camera out of the paparazzi’s hands and threw it aggressively against the ground making it smash, the lights then turned green so I drove off. ‘I can never get a fucking break’ Justin spat, I didn’t know what to say or do so I just reached over and held his hand and gave it a comforting squeeze. When we got back to Justin’s house I dropped Justin’s hand and climbed out of the car and Justin did the same. I waited for him to unlock the door and when he did he just ran straight upstairs leaving me standing there a little confused. I sighed and took off my bag and shoes before following him upstairs, his door was shut so I lightly knocked before walking in and seeing him there laying not doing anything, just staring up at the ceiling. ‘hey’ I said softly as he turned to face me ‘hey’ he repeated ‘what’s wrong?’ I asked him sitting on the edge of his bed ‘you don’t have to sit there you know’ he quietly as he patted the spot next to him, I shuffled and moved next to him, laying down next to him ‘what’s wrong?’ I whispered as I turned on my side facing him ‘I just miss having privacy; I can’t do anything anymore without someone judging me’ he sighed sighing and squeezing his eyes tight in frustration ‘why don’t you go back to Canada for a bit? See everyone, just relax and get away from everyone and everything’ I suggested as I wrapped my arms around his torso and slipped my hands under his t-shirt. Yep so much for being mad at him, I have no will power. ‘but I want to be with you’ he said wrapping his arm tightly around my waist ‘well I have the launch thing for my shoes then after that I have a few days off’ I told him making him turn his face towards me ‘and I was wondering if you would want to go with me?’ I asked him blushing ‘of course I will baby’ he said kissing my forehead making me giggle 


(Three days later- day of shoe launch)

Over the last three days I have basically just been staying at Justin’s house and half of my clothes now stay at his, I have seen my mum and josh but not as much as I have seen Justin but I have still seen them and tonight is the launch of my shoe line for Jeffery Campbell, I’m going to a carpet even for the launch which I didn’t really want but apparently according to Lacey it is needed. Then tomorrow me and Justin are heading off to Canada, I can only stay for 5 days but Justin is staying for a full week. Ever since me and Justin made up from our fight he has been so lovey dovey with me, not that I’m complaining because I love the affection he has been showing me.


I opened my eyes and rolled over extending my arms, expecting to feel Justin’s body there but I was strongly disappointed when I didn’t. ‘babe?’ I called out whilst yawning ‘morning baby’ Justin then said as he walked into his bedroom carrying some food. He was wearing a pair of sweats with no shirt on making me smile and blush ‘sleep well?’ Justin asked as he climbed back in bed and wrapping his arm around my waist ‘mmm’ I nodded as I rested my head on his chest ‘good’ he said kissing the top of his head ‘what’s all this for?’ I asked taking a bite of toast ‘can’t I spoil my baby’ he asked nuzzling his head into the crook of my neck and leaving soft kisses along it ‘you can spoil me whenever you want’ I said pulling away from his kisses and kissing his cheek ‘I love you so much’ he mumbled ‘I love you too’ I promised him. ‘so what time do we have to be there later?’ Justin asked sweetly as he feed me some food ‘err at about six I think’ I said smiling ‘I’m excited’ he said smiling ‘me too’ I said joining in with a giggle. Once we finished eating we both just sat in bed until Justin flipped us over so he was now hovering over my body smiling at me lovingly ‘I need to have a shower’ I said giggling. I love the way Justin makes me feel so small, and so protectable ‘mmm can I come?’ he said smirking at me ‘nope’ I said flicking his nose making his scrunch it up adorably I quickly crawled out from underneath him and sprinted to the bathroom and locking the door behind me. Justin began knocking and banging on the door ‘babbbyy’ he sang angelically ‘yes?’ I asked giggling ‘I need to tell you something really really important’ he begged. I sighed and unlocked the door and as soon as I did Justin pushed the door open and pressed me against the wall ‘y-you needed to tell me something?’ I stuttered ‘i love you’ he said before pressing his lips passionately against mine making me sigh against his lips. When he detached he rested his head against mine ‘are you excited to go to Canada?’ he asked softly I nodded my head ‘do you think your friends and family will like me?’ I asked a little nervous ‘of course, why wouldn’t they?’ he asked pushing any strands of hair falling across my face, I shrugged ‘I don’t know’ ‘they’ll love you especially the boys’ he said shaking his head and backing away from me allowing he to step off of the wall ‘they might just like you a little too much but it’s cool I’ll just make sure they know you’re mine and all mine’ he said smiling at me. I walked over to the bath and began to ran the hot water ‘mmm speaking of Canada I need to pack’ I said sitting on the edge of the bath ‘mmm me too’ he said as he walked over to me and stood in between my legs ‘I’m going to get in the bath so you need to goooooo’ I said pushing his chest lightly ‘fine I’m going I’m going just don’t be too long baby’ he said kissing my lips ‘Justin I’m having a bath not leaving the country’ I said laughing which made him pout ‘you’re so adorable’ I said pecking his lips and shutting the door, making sure I locked it so he wouldn’t just walk in.


After my bath I walked out I my towel and Justin was playing on his x-box whilst sitting on the bed ‘hey baby’ he said not taking his eyes off of the screen I laughed at him, he’s such a typical boy ‘hey’ I said smiling ‘hey Justin?’ I asked ‘yeah?’ ‘can you teach me how to play?’ I asked knowing he would love it if he had someone to play with ‘yeah sure’ he said sounding a little surprised. So I walked over to him and sat next to him only to be pulled onto his lap ‘are you trying to tease me?’ he said looking down at me in my towel ‘no!!’ I said laughing ‘I’m not even trying to tease you I swear’ I said holding my hands up ‘you seem to always be teasing me though’ he said kissing my neck sweetly ‘okay so teach me’ I said grabbing his controller ‘okay so press this button to move’ he said placing his hands softly over the top of mine and pressing his finger down on mine, he then rested his chin on my shoulder as we began to play, and to be honest with you, it was mainly Justin playing but I loved doing something that he liked doing for once because he always makes sure I like whatever we are doing so for once I want to put him first. ‘okay baby, now you try’ he said handing me the controller and running off to the bathroom and then I heard the water beginning to run so I continued to play the game but I just couldn’t. ‘JUSTIN WHY DO I KEEP DYING?!!?’ I yelled in frustration ‘I DON’T KNOW BABE’ Justin yelled back over the water running. A few minutes later Justin came out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around him from the waist down with little water droplets falling down his toned abs. I snapped away from my day dream ‘I can’t do this’ I said throwing down the controller on the bed ‘I need to actually get ready’ I said laughing. After we were both ready we headed back to my house so I could pack some clothes for Canada.