On march 26 2012 my life started to light. Three years after darkness covered my soul. Why do we have to smake decisions even though we dont even know the answers. Sometimes our decisions leads us to a better solutions. But sometimes we just make the bad decisions. Decisions where everything in our life can be gone forever. Life in this world was never been our decision, but living can be a decision.
On 1995 a man was born to live in this world. But starting that day, nobody in this world knows whats his purpose. Not until he die. To live in a world full of questions is not an option. Explanations are better answers for the unknown exist-ion. But why do we exist? What do we do here? There are more questions thats made as we grow our age. Is our existence an infinity? Or we are all just a part of the system where all things lasts. Why do we think and can never unthink. Where do we go while we are literally dreaming? Where do we go when we die? And most likely, is there somebody who can answer all this questions that are made in our brain?
I am just a man like all of you. I am just like a drop of water on a rainfall. As we are all the same, no one is better nor the worst. We are all just the same kind of rain drop. Not one is strong enough to break a whole house but a storm of rain waters are. Let yourself be inside my words as we all are related as humans or biologically animals. We are all just in a same planet to live and no one is dominant, no one is stronger, and no one is better. Be yourself and live like an animal not like a human who destroys our only home (Earth) and thinks selfishly for the dominance of his own kind.
My mind thinks deeply beyond their limits, well thats what I used to think. But I believe every man has a mind with the same kind. Every man thinks the same as we all look the same and physically intended to be the same figures. Were like the same product of a machine that creates just the same item. But why do we think differently? Our organs has the same functions but we don't move the same? Some mind wants to be better, and some just don't care.
Every mind is thinking different at the same time. But languages are made to communicate with other minds. We all want to communicate, we all want to know what his mind thinks and what his mind gonna do next. In every part of our life we are curious of what is inside of other peoples mind, we some time control them by changing or forcing what is in his mind because we think we know better and we know what they should and they could do.
Some of you may be thinking my language doesn't speak right or doesn't speak deep enough. Thats because my language is different from every single language in this world. And I don't need to be deep just to look smart. Im just doing this to express whats inside my brain using a language, and that language does not have to use deeper words to be genius. I just need to express whats inside my brain and trying to be simple for all people to understand. As I said, language is used to communicate with other minds, no need to be deep just to look smart.
But how do I think? I think as I think and thats what I think thinking is as I think it is.
Simply, I just don't think like any others does. I just wanna think my way and mind what is inside my mind without minding the influence of other minds trying to control mine. I don't wanna copy other's ideas, I don't wanna follow other's ideas, and I don't wanna use Ideas that are instructed for me to use because I don't wanna be controlled by other minds. Because why do I have to follow what they think for me, when I have a mind of my own to think for itself. I always wanna be unique and do things my way. And try myself not to control other people's mind
