Love In The Lights (Justin Bieber Story)

Chapter 90

YOUR POINT OF VIEW

'No I'm not doing it, you've got to be kidding me... NO!' Justin said raising his voice slightly, I tried to open my eyes but I was too tired to even try, so I let a small sigh escape my lips, rolling over and hugging the pillow next to me. 'It’s boxing day I want to spend time with my family, why the fuck did you book today?... Cancel it then.... What do you mean no?... Asshole' I heard Justin continue as he grumbled throwing what I am presuming to be his phone onto the floor 'fucking joke' he growled as he began climbing back into bed wrapping his arms around my waist and pulling me into his body, pressing his lips to my forehead 'who was that?' I asked my voice slightly mumbled and tired, keeping my eyes shut 'e-err n-no one baby, just go back to sleep, its only early' he hushed as I nodded, tired, already falling back to sleep 'okay' I nodded into his chest 'I love you baby' Justin promised me, only tightening his grip on me 'love you too' I sighed falling back into sleep, forgetting Justin's conversation with whoever it was, he did seem angry and tense but he told me to sleep and that's what I intend on doing.

'Baby, wake up, I got you food' I heard Justin's angelic canadian accent ring through my ears as I peeled my eyes open to see him standing there smiling wide with a tray in his hands, his sweats hanging low -as always- and him holding the tray out staring at me with the biggest smile spread on his face, piled with food 'mmm' I smiled 'is this for me?' I asked raising my eyebrows, as he nodded making him look even more adorable 'yeah' he beamed handing it over to me and slipping under the cover and immediately pulling 'thank you baby' I smiled leaning up and kissing him 'anything for you' he hushed against my lips as I pulled away. Lifting my left hand up to grab a piece of toast, I saw the glisten of the ring placed still on my wedding finger I immediately smiled 'the ring is so beautiful' I breathed out 'just like you' he said smirking and kissing my cheek making me giggle and blush lightly 'what time is it?' I asked taking a bite of my toast 'like nine' he shrugged. I groaned and let my head roll back 'that's so early' I whined 'sorry baby, I wanted to spend time with my finaceee' he said into my ear kissing my temple lightly before sneaking a bite of my toast 'hey' I pouted poking his chest 'hey' he mimicked me as he poked my boobs 'Justin' I said in a serious tone 'sorry' he chuckled 'I just love them!' He exclaimed flying his hands above his head 'you're such a freak' I laughed shaking my head at his craziness 'who was on the phone this morning?' I asked him curiously 'err, Scooter' he said avoiding eye contact and looking over to the opposite side of the room, to be honest he was just looking anywhere I wasn't. 'Early in the morning?' I questioned furrowing my eyebrows at him 'yeah' he snapped 'okay' I said dragging out the 'y' and widening my eyes at his sudden outburst 'what's wrong with you?' I muttered under my breathe not intentionally for him to hear 'nothing' he snapped throwing the duvet covers off of himself and jumping out of bed, storming out of the room, slamming the door shut, I flinched as the door slammed on its hinges loudly, he clearly has something to hide, otherwise he would have said something and wouldn't of got so defensive, was it even Scooter on the phone or was he lying about that as well? Why does he have to act like such a dick so much!? I sighed setting my tray down on the floor not hungry anymore, I patted the bed, waiting for Bell to jump up, she jumped up, her tail wagging fast as she climbed into my lap, rolling over awaiting a belly rub 'you're so cute, why can't your daddy be like you?' I asked her talking in a baby voice, she didn't reply which is what I expect, because after all... She is a dog. But I kept thinking... We got engaged yesterday and we are already sighting, I'm guessing people aren't joking when they say that the honeymoon stage doesn't last long, but why did he get so defensive, what did he have to hide?

'Come on Bell' I said as I jumped out of beg and jogged over to the drawers, and grabbing a pair of leggings and sliding them on so I wasn't just in my under wear and Justin's top, because if I walked around in front of Jeremy and Erin I'm almost certain they wouldn't be to amused. I threw my hair up into a bun and opened the bedroom door, and walked out carrying the tray in my hands as I walked down the stairs and into the kitchen, dumping the plate and tray in the sink, I'm too lazy to clean it now so I'll do it later. Hearing the high pitched screaming of Jazzy I figured Justin was in there playing with Jazzy and Jaxon, I walked in smiling at them 'good morning you two' I smiled at the kids, completely ignoring Justin's gaze than was burning holes into my body 'how was breakfast?' He asked happily, wow. Bipolar much? 'Just peachy' I said sarcastically my face emotionless and I slouched back on the couch, laying my legs across it stopping anyone sitting there 'good' he sighed, clearly regretting any of his previous words and actions he said and did to me in the bedroom. Justin whispered something into Jaxon's ear before he ran over to me and prodded my leg waiting for me to pick him up, scooping him up I placed him down on my lap, Jaxon, brushed the hair away from my ear and cupped his small hands around my ear before whispering in my ear 'Bieber said he loves you' he giggled sweetly in my ear 'really?' I asked raising my eyebrows high 'well guess what' I said tickling his stomach lightly 'I love you' I said tickling him even more as laughter errupted from his stomach, as he began to wriggle trying to escape my grasp as she screeched. I carried on tickling Jaxon as I could feel Justin's eyes still burning deep holes in my body, making me feel uncomfortable, but I continued to ignore it as I picked Jaxon up and walked into the kitchen with Jaxon on my hip 'morning' I smiled 'morning sweetie' Erin smiled 'hey' I waved 'so I was thinking, I would take Jazzy and Jaxon out with me and Josh?' I asked them as Jaxon played with my hair 'please mummy please!' I heard Jazzy screeched as she ran past me and jumped onto Erin, I knew Justin was in the room, so I turned around and saw him leaning against the door frame with his arms crossed, he flashed me an apologetic smile but I just rolled my eyes and turned my attention back to Erin and Jeremy 'I guess that's fine! Is Justin coming?' Jeremy asked 'if he wants to' I shrugged smiling at them 'okay' he smiled 'come on then you two better get you ready!' Jeremy beamed as he ran out with Jazzy and Jaxon following hot on his tail, Erin laughed and shook her head following behind them as they walked out leaving only me and Justin in the room, the tension immediately rose as neither of us spoke. 

‘I’m sorry’ Justin finally said quietly as he wrapped his arms around me from behind tightly breaking the silence ’why did you snap at me for no reason?’ I snapped at him, turning around to face him and pushing him away from me so I was out of his grasp, he sighed and ran his fingers through his hair frustrated ‘I just-’ he said and then stopped ‘you just what? You had no reason to!’ I told him ‘I know I’m sorry, I was just pissed at Scooter’ he sighed, taking a step closer to me again and slowly moving his hands so they were rested on my hips, I sighed already losing the urge to be mad at him ‘Justin, I know you’re sorry I just hate when you do that’ I muttered looking down ‘I know and I didn’t mean to, I’m sorry’ he said kissing my forehead ‘I know, I’m sorry too’ I sighed ‘good’ he said picking me up and wrapping my legs around his waist before walking over to the kitchen counter and setting me down on it ‘what did Scooter want?’ I asked curiously as I pushed Justin’s hair back, but as soon as the words left my mouth, his jaw clenched and he stared at the window ‘he wants me to fly out to New Jersey to do an interview’ he muttered, still clenching his jaw ‘oh, when?’ I asked not understanding why he was angry ‘today’ he snapped ‘today?’ I repeated in shock raising both of my eyebrows at him ‘yes today’ he sighed ‘it’s boxing day though?’ I asked ‘I know, do you not think I have told him that?’ he asked me, clearly pissed off ‘I don’t know, because you have just been avoiding talking to me about it all day, you probably would have just not have told me and gone’ I spat at him, jumping off of the kitchen counter and walking out of the kitchen, I know that was probably out of order but I just couldn’t help it, the words just fell out of my mouth ‘wait’ he demanded, I stopped and turned on my heels ‘what?’ I asked him ‘are you seriously mad at me?’ he asked me ‘I don’t know, you’ve leaving on boxing day, the day after we got engaged, I don’t know how I am supposed to feel!’ I exclaimed ‘do you really think I want to leave?!’ he said raising his voice a little ‘who knows’ I shrugged trying to push his buttons ‘can you stop being a bitch, please?’ he asked letting his head roll back in frustration ‘it’s only two days’ he muttered ‘perfect’ I smiled sarcastically ‘I won’t have to see you, for two days, maybe that’s what I need’ I shrugged ‘what is that supposed to mean?’ he asked raising his eye brows at me ‘that I don’t want to see you when you’re being a dick’ I spat the words falling out of my mouth ‘It’s not my fault, I have no choice!’ he exclaimed ‘I don’t even care, I just go, let me know when you want a lift to the airport’ I muttered jogging up the stairs to get ready to take Jazzy and Jaxon out. 

‘can you talk to me?’ I heard Justin say as he shut the door behind himself as he walked into the bedroom ‘about?’ I asked him throwing on some jeans and a top ‘you know what’ he rolled his eyes ‘I have no choice whether to go or not, I don’t want to, but Scooter is making me’ he explained ‘I know that, but it just sucks that you have to go as soon as we get engaged’ I sighed ‘when are you going to get that it isn’t my fault!?’ he said his voice rising once again ‘I’m not arguing with you’ I spat ‘then what are you doing?’ he asked, I shrugged in response and finished getting changed, ignoring any other words that he was saying to me, we got engaged yesterday and he is flying off to another state, how is that fair on me?

The car ride to the airport was silent, neither of us spoke, Josh was sitting in the back with Jazzy and Jaxon and he could clearly feel the tension. Justin leant his hand over and rested his hand on my knee, but I subtly lifted it up and moved it off of my leg, I wasn’t annoyed at the fact he had to leave because I understood that he had no control, but I was annoyed at the fact he was being a dick and snapping at me for no reason. Once we got to the airport, Justin sighed, squeezing his eyes shut ‘I’ll see you two in a few days’ Justin said smiling as he turned around to see Jazzy and Jaxon, they both nodded ‘can I have a kiss?’ he asked them both as they leaned across and gave Justin a quick kiss, ‘bye bro’ Justin nodded to Josh ‘bye man’ Josh replied ‘I’ll see you in two days then’ he sighed turning to face me ‘yeah’ I sighed looking at him briefly ‘I’ll call you when I land, I love you’ he murmured, leaning across and pressing his lips to my cheek ‘you too’ I told him as I watched him jump out of the car and sprint into the airport. Leaving me alone once again.