No Control [Hariana]

Chapter 60. "No more lies"

HARRY'S P.O.V.

The next day I was headed down stairs to get something to drink. Everyone else were gone somewhere or in their rooms. Ari was taking a shower. Man, she looked amazing yesterday in her bikini. I love her so much. As I opened the refrigerator and got my water my head started hurting. Dammit.

A headache. I went to our medicine cabinet. My god, there was so much stuff in here. My headache pill bottle was yellow and white so I tried my best to find one that looks like that. I saw one the exact same color. But it was way in the back.

I grabbed it and opened it and put a pill in my hand. I looked at the pill and it was yellow....Woah wait....my pills are red. I looked on the pill bottle to see what it was. I saw it said Ariana grande. I started to put it away until something on the bottle caught my eye. It read, 'Birth control pills'.

What? No....she's not.....wait...what? I then heard someone coming downstairs. I stared at the pill bottle. I felt some arms warp around me. "Hey baby...." Ari whispered. I didn't say anything. I just stared at the bottle. I turned around while the bottle was still in my hand. "You okay?" She asked smiling. She then looked at the bottle I was holding and her face dropped.

She looked back at me. "Harry...." she started saying. "Why?" I asked. She paused and hesitated for a while. "Babe....." she started saying again. "No, tell me" I said pissed. "I don't know...." she said looking away. "No we're talking about this Ariana, what the hell do you mean you don't know!!!???" I yelled. She flinched a little and I felt a little bad, but I was pissed.

"I wanted to tell you....I just couldn't.....my doctor, she said although we're using condoms....I should use more protection.....and I chose the pills" she said. "You said she didn't say anything else" I answered. How could she do this to me?

"I know....I'm sorry" she said still looking away. "No Ariana look at me. If we don't have trust and honesty then we don't have anything" I said. She looked up at me. She looked as she was about to fall apart. "Harry.....don't......." she said. I saw a tear fall down her face and i then realized she thought I was going to break up with her. I don't think I could ever be mad enough at her to do that. I love her too much.

I sighed and walked up to her. I took her hands in mine. "Ari....I'm not dumping you. But how could you lie to me?" I asked softly. "I didn't know how you would react.....I mean......I know you...dont like me taking pills like that......but...I don't know. And now I fucked everything up....I mean.....now you hate me and your mad at me" she said crying.

I held her face in my hands. "Ariana Elizabeth grande...I could never ever hate you....you know that. I love you so much. You should have just told me so I wouldn't have found out this.....but I don't hate you...yea I'm pissed off but I'm only mad because you lied" I said. She nodded. "I love you so much Ari, we have to be honest with each other ok?" I said. She nodded. And i kissed her.

ARI'S P.O.V.

I felt so bad about lying to harry. We were kissing and then he pulled away. "Did you not tell me because you thought I would get mad?" He asked. I nodded. "I'm only mad because you didn't tell me...and you lied...but I'm not mad anymore" he said.

I nodded again. "Um....do you.....not enjoy..yourself?" Harry asked. What? "Huh? What do you mean?" I asked. I'm so confused. "Ari....the...sex....is it not good?....I don't hurt you right? because I told you if you felt any pain tell me right away" he said. Awww. I kissed him again and pulled away.

"Harry....that's not it at all....and the sex.....is really amazing...." I said blushing. "It is?" He asked smiling. "Yes...very" I said. He pulled me closer. "Mmm.....well could you show me how it goes again?..." he asked kissing my neck. I giggled. He picked me up and carried us to our room. He set us on the bed and we started something so amazing. Something to where we both had no control.