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Timeframe: From Change of Heart - Chapter -We All Have Secrets
So if you haven't read it yet.What are you waiting for...go read it! 😂🥰
Jaxon
I never thought it would come to this. Things were said in the heat of the moment. None of them were true. Being terrified for your child when they collapse is horrifying. I never meant to say it and I have regretted it ever since. To make matters worse the doctors and nurses did not make it any better, because he's not his biological father. If I could, I would have both our names on that damn birth certificate. I've been in damn therapy to wrap my head around this fucking mess! Storming out of his office more pissed off than ever. His words haunting me.
Trial separation. Possibility of moving on.
Bullshit!
I could never move on from us, even though things have been so fucked the past six months. He's part of my fucking soul! I can't walk away from that.
Somehow, someway I'm getting him back.
Lucas lost a part of him since that day, and he has built his wall so high up. I don't know how to tear it back down.
Damn him! Laughing to myself as I drive home. He drives me insane! I love him. I hate him. I can't be without him! My old self would kick me in the ass now. I definitely was the biggest cockiest son of a bitch there was. Yet we fell for one another.
That pull. It's still there, I can feel it even if it is not as strong. It's because we are both drained. After everything we have been through this is what is tearing us apart.
Walking into the house it doesn't feel like our home anymore and I fucking hate it! The kids are on edge. We are on edge. They especially don't deserve this.
"I see you're back from your lover boy."
What the actual fuck?
Hands clench into fists. It's been years since I wanted to punch that handsome face of his. But I do now!
