Love In The Lights (Justin Bieber Story)

Chapter 95

JUSTIN'S POINT OF VIEW

Speeding down the road, until I saw YN's old house in sight I slammed the breaks on hard, stopping directly outside of her house, my breathe hitching in the back of my throat as I stared at her house, I was so sure before so sure that I needed to go in there but my body froze, my hands clutching onto the steering wheel so tight that my knuckles turned a pale white. Which do I follow my head or my heart? My head is telling me to leave, give her more time, then talk it out but my heart couldn't be more opposite, my heart is telling me to run in there, and not even give her the slight option of leaving me, not again, never am I going to let that happen, my heart was telling me to run as fast as my legs could carry me, go into her room and fix everything. So without any more thought or hesitation I decided to go with my heart because if I follow my heart, I know what's best but if I follow my head I'm only doing what I think is best, one thing I know is that the best thing to do, I needed YN and I wasn't going to even give either of us the thought of not being together I could even consider that. Ignoring all of the paparazzi following my and surrounding me, I ignored there questions and calls as they knocked violently on my window. So I jumped out of my car slamming the door shut and not caring whether or not I locked it because right now I had more important things on my mind, shoving several paparazzi out of the way practically sprinting towards the door, I slammed my fist against the door, waiting for an answer, and if no one was going to answer I would find another way in. I wasn't giving up, not now, not ever. After what seemed like a lifetime, the door opened revealing Karen standing there, and I'd be lying if I said I wasn't disappointed because I was but then again, I should have expected it, YN's must have known that I would be coming straight over as soon as she said where she was, but maybe that's why she told me she was here, maybe she wanted me to see her. 'I-is YN here?' I begged 'oh Justin' she muttered 'she's asleep. . . I'm sorry' she sighed, beginning to close the door, I placed my foot in the way of the door preventing her from closing it any further 'please' I begged on the edge of tears once more 'please' I repeated shaking my head 'I just need to see her and I know she isn't asleep' I begged once more 'Justin, I just don't think right now is the best time, maybe you should leave it for a few days' she suggested, or though it sounded as if she was telling me to, her voice was strong, demanding, but I wasn't going to break 'no, I can't wait that long' I told her, squeezing my eyes tightly shut 'well you're going to have to' she snapped slamming the door in my face, burying my face in my hands I felt tears brimming my eyes as I turned on my heels, ready to face what I was going to do next. 

I rushed to the side of the house, standing right below YN's bedroom window, which is slight cracked ajar, I knew this was my opportunity, sound like something from a girly romantic film, but this was far from romantic I was going to climb the vines up her house potentially risking my own life, only for her to -what I predict- kick me out and tell her she never wants to see me again. Ignoring all the constant yells and questions being shot at me by the paparazzi standing on the outside of the gate, desperate to snap their picture of me, and I knew as soon as I began to climb this wall the flashes or camera's and yells would only increase. 'This better work out, please' I muttered under my breathe begging God to make everything work for me, squeezing my eyes shut once more for the thousandth time today, I grabbed hold of the vein trying to see if it was strong enough to hold me weight, tugging at the end I decided to go for it, step by step I could feel my heart beating faster as I got more and more nervous not know what was going to happen when I finally saw her.

YOUR POINT OF VIEW

Even hearing his voice as he begged my mum to let him in broke my heart into a thousand more pieces but I wasn’t sure if I was ready or not, I had no clue what I would even say to him when I saw him, I was fighting with every inch of my body to not just run down the stairs and beg for him to stay with me and work everything out but I couldn’t, not that easily. Mum returned to my room in a matter of seconds ‘it was Justin’ she said quietly ‘I know’ I nodded tears stinging my eyes already ‘can I just be alone please?’ I asked biting down on my bottom lip stopping any tears from falling ‘sure’ she sighed, kissing my forehead, walking out rubbing her pregnant belly as she went, closing the door behind her. Hearing a rustle from outside my room I snapped my head towards the slightly open window, allowing a breeze to fly through my room, calming me down slightly, nothing looked out of the ordinary, so I just assumed it was the wind blowing in the tree’s, I laid back down in bed, bring the duvet cover up to my chin, staring at the ceiling wondering what I ever did to have everything in my life crash down around me. Hearing another rustle from outside, I knew it couldn’t just be the wind, I had a feeling in the pit of my stomach but I was unsure of what it might be, slowly walking over to the window, gulping the lump away from my throat I slumped over the window, covering my mouth and immediately letting tears fall as soon as I saw Justin climbing up the veins, my body froze in pure shock not knowing what to do ‘bab- YN please, just let me in’ he begged me, reaching his hand up onto the window ledge to stop him from falling down, and stop me from closing the window, I stood there emotionless, confused, I didn’t know what to do. Staring at him just make my heart stop, Justin took my none response as he opened the window wider and dragged himself in, landing on the floor with a slight thud.