When he comes around

Abandon church- Chapter 5

Shay's POV
I was sitting on one of the church benches thinking about my dad. In these times he would help me, I was always daddy's girl until my dad died and i got completely depressed.

It was about then that I started pushing myself out of this world but I thought Luke had rescued me... of course he didn't because he was the one now breaking my heart again.

Ever since my dad died I never stopped praying for him to come back.

I felt my eyes drooping more and more until i fell asleep. It must have been a few hours before i woke up because the clocks hands were completely moved when I woke from my daze.

My wish of my dad coming back suddenly felt real because i stared up at the front of the church and there he was telling me to be able to trust again .

At that moment I was shocked out of my sleep and saw a familiar face sitting a few feet away from me on the bench infront of me.

I screamed and I must of scared the living hell out of him because he jumped out of the bench quicker then a kid hearing the ice cream trucks traditional tune.

I wondered why the heck James was here but I didnt have to ask before it seemed like he read my mind.

James POV

"I umm-uh-uh followed you". She jumps up running out of the church but i chase after her. Once i grip on her arm I explain. "After you told me that you needed a brake I was scared and thought that maybe you would do something stupid or you would have an anxiety attack so I followed you and watched you sleep for a few hours. Oh shit that sounded creepy im sorry what i mean is that I came and wanted to make sure you were okay."

I sat waiting for her response but all i got was her staring at me with a lifeless face and I couldn't read her and the truth is that she probably barely even knows me but i already love her. It so hard to explain but whenver I am around her I suddenly get the urge to protect her and I can't see her hanging out with that douche Luke anymore. I want her to be mine.

I noticed her gaze at me when she had a confused look on her face.

"Wh-why did you come here actually?"

It's like she knew there was an actual reason that I came here but she didn't need to know that yet. The truth is that I didn't follow her to the church.

"Oh honey you don't need to know why quite yet...stick by me and you will find out eventually." It seemed like she would because instead of running away like she has for the last day of me trying to reach her she layed her legs on my legs and fell alseep again.

I only wanted to admire her and I was scared that I would lose her to Luke. I have noticed that Shay forgives very easily and she can't forgive him.

She wasn't waking up any time soon and it has reached almost midnight so i picked her up and lead her in my car and went back to my flat where i left her on my couch well i went to make both of us dinner.