My adopted mom/great promised me we would go & pick up my other half & now she has gone back on her promise. So now I'm feeling one of the worst excruciating agonizing pain's I've felt & I'm done with everything. She got my hopes up, got me excited & in one fell swoop, destroyed my hope. There is no point in living in this worthless short existence if he isn't by my side. I can't take it anymore. I can't take this damn excruciating agonizing pain anymore. I'm done. I want to go out into the street & let myself get hit my car & I hope this vessel dies. Time & time again my hopes get up only to be crushed & destroyed. It hurts so damn badly being apart from my other half & light. Maybe if would be better if we simply kill our vessel's. Maybe that's the only way we could be together.
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My Life
Non-FictionThis will be a daily journal kind of thing. I will post whatever happens. Hope whoever reads this like's, it even with the ups & downs. Any hate & I will block u.
