Depths Of Spring

The Desire

Amidst the presence of time, I've come to understand my previous mistakes.
In the present time, I've finally recognized what I have missed.

In the past, things were different.
But now, in this fleeting moment, I have learned what love truly is.

It was 8:00 in the evening when Zhehan returned to Gong Jun's trailer, checking up on Gong Jun's well-being. Observing Gong Jun peacefully eating at the table, Zhehan let out a sigh of relief and pulled up a chair in front of him.

Sitting face to face, Zhehan handed Gong Jun some medicine that he had personally purchased. "Take this. In case you need it, you can use it," Zhehan advised.

Nodding, Gong Jun accepted the bag of medicine that Zhehan offered. He glanced at Zhehan, his eyes filled with curiosity and concern.

"Hanhan..." Gong Jun began, his voice carrying a tone of intimidation.

Zhehan was taken aback by Gong Jun's words, feeling a mix of surprise, shock, confusion, and nervousness. Gong Jun's words instilled a sense of anticipation as Zhehan found himself speechless, pinned against the wall by Gong Jun's actions and the intensity of his words.

Walking toward Zhehan, Gong Jun's steps were filled with determination. With each word, his voice resonated with exclamation, pouring out all his thoughts and feelings, demanding answers from Zhehan.

"Why do you always do this? Always be there for me? Always take care of me? Always know everything about me?" Gong Jun's words were rapid-fire, each question demanding an immediate answer.

He stood close, trapping Zhehan against the wall, his eyes locked with Zhehan's gaze. Gong Jun continued to pour out his frustrations, expressing his confusion and longing for understanding.

"Why do you do everything I like? And if I don't like it, why is it out of the question and why do I end up tolerating it? You are always changing the tide, changing who I am. Why do you know me so well? Why do you always consider me? Why do you always do things that I misunderstand?" Gong Jun exclaimed impassionedly, pinning Zhehan against the wall.

Zhehan, taken aback by Gong Jun's sudden outpouring of emotions, could only stand there in stunned silence, gazing directly into Gong Jun's intense eyes.

"J-junjun...those words were, I mean...Are you seriously mean it?" Zhehan attempted to respond, but was cut off by Gong Jun's urgent interjection.

"Don't tell me that!" Gong Jun exclaimed, the frustration evident in his voice. "I know what I feel, all I ask is for you to explain it to me. Now, are you denying me, Hanhan?" Gong Jun questioned sternly, searching for answers from Zhehan.

"No!" Zhehan exclaimed earnestly, his voice carrying a mix of pain and determination. Zhehan would willingly endure hurtful words to protect their friendship, but he couldn't bear the thought of Gong Jun's misconstrued understanding. He couldn't let go of Gong Jun or allow him to slip away in fear that Gong Jun was just confused or misunderstanding him. The uncertainty in Zhehan's heart added to his own fears. He feared that Gong Jun would leave him, and if that were to happen, he didn't know if he could endure it.

"It's not what I meant! But Gong Jun... you have a bright future ahead of you. You can't belong to me," Zhehan explained, his voice laced with sorrow.

"Why?... My love is only for you, what made you say that?" Gong states as he sincerely look directly at Zhehan.

"Zhehan, I love you," Gong Jun confessed.

Zhehan lowered his eyes in helplessness, unable to meet Gong Jun's gaze. He looked away, avoiding his intense stare by any means necessary.

"Zhehan, if there's something you want to say, just say it. Are you rejecting me? Do you love me or not?" Gong Jun demanded, his eyes fixed on Zhehan, brimming with tears that mirrored his confusion and vulnerability.

Zhehan let out a heavy sigh, finally locking eyes with Gong Jun once more. Cupping Gong Jun's cheek, he gently wiped away the tears with his thumb, his touch filled with tenderness.

"I...I love you," Zhehan whispered, his voice soft and filled with genuine emotion.

In that moment, time seemed to stand still between them. Gong Jun forgot that the world was still spinning outside the confines of his trailer. He was too stunned to think clearly, too overwhelmed by emotions to form coherent thoughts.

Driven by an overpowering surge of desire, Gong Jun pressed Zhehan against the wall, their bodies intimately intertwined. Their lips collided in a fiery, all-consuming kiss, igniting a flame that burned with insatiable passion. Time stood still as their mouths melded together, each touch sending electric waves of pleasure coursing through their veins.

In this moment of raw intimacy, Gong Jun surrendered to the overwhelming sensations that Zhehan's lips evoked within him. Every taste, every touch was an intoxicating elixir, awakening a depth of euphoria he had never experienced before.

Their mouths moved in sync, their tongues entwined in a dance of desire. Gong Jun's mind was completely eclipsed by the intensity of their connection, his every thought consumed by the overwhelming need to possess Zhehan fully, to merge their very souls in an embrace that transcended the physical realm.

Their bodies pressed against each other, aching for closer contact, as if they were two halves of a whole, destined to be entwined in this passionate embrace. In this intimate moment, the world faded away, leaving only their shared breaths and the symphony of their racing hearts.

As their kiss deepened, their souls merged, and the boundaries between them dissolved. They were lost in a sea of desire, their bodies aflame with a burning hunger that only each other could satiate.

In this intimate exchange, Gong Jun and Zhehan discovered a profound connection that went beyond the physical realm. It was a union of hearts, minds, and souls, an intimate bond that would forever bind them together in a love that defied all odds.

Their bodies moved in perfect harmony, each touch and caress fueling the intensity of their passion. Gong Jun's hands explored Zhehan's body with a fervent hunger, tracing every curve and eliciting soft moans of pleasure. Zhehan's fingertips trailed along Gong Jun's skin, leaving a trail of fire in their wake.

Their breaths mingled, hot and heavy, as they reveled in the intoxicating closeness. Time seemed to stand still as they lost themselves in the depths of their desire, their bodies moving in a rhythm that spoke of their profound connection.

Gong Jun's lips trailed a path of soft kisses along Zhehan's neck, tasting the saltiness of his skin. Zhehan's hands gripped Gong Jun's waist, pulling him closer, their bodies molded together in a perfect fit. Every touch, every caress was a testament to their unyielding love and desire for one another.

In this intimate moment, the world outside ceased to exist. Their love was a flame that burned brightly, casting away any doubts or fears. They were lost in their own world of pleasure and devotion, two souls entwined in a dance of ecstasy.

As their bodies reached the pinnacle of their desire, they clung to each other, their cries of pleasure mingling in the air. In that moment of pure bliss, they knew that their love was a force that could conquer any obstacle.

Gong Jun and Zhehan lay entangled in each other's arms, their bodies bathed in the afterglow of their passion. Their hearts beat in unison, a testament to the depth of their connection. In this intimate embrace, they found solace and a love that would endure beyond the boundaries of time.

The world may judge their love, but in each other's arms, they knew that they had found their true home. Together, they would face whatever challenges came their way, holding onto the flame of their love, forever entwined in a bond that could never be broken.