I told myself,
"You have no rights to stand up and speak for now. You are still a sinner. You've just committed a big sin these past few days. You're just recovering and repenting. You're not yet done."
Yes, it's true. I was a sinner. I betrayed God these past few days. I broke a promise. I walked away from Him. But God called me...
God wants me back. And I can't take it longer to be parted by my Father, so I asked forgiveness and came back to Him.
Yet I couldn't forgive myself so I still considered myself as a sinner. I was still afraid I will go back to the wrong path and will commit sins again.
I was still in a battle where my mind was in doubt if I'm in right place to tell the world what is right. But what did God do? He forgave and accepted me. He believes in me.
Then I just remembered something I saw in internet. Something like: "God says: 'My forgiven child'. The devil says: 'You were a sinner.'"
So in the name of Jesus Christ, I will fight my guilt and what's holding back on me. I forgive myself as God had already forgiven me. I will tell the world, what God's want me to do. I am free. I am forgiven! Now my plans are to do God's will. And Thy will be done.
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