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┊ ˚➶ 。˚ 🥝 CHAPTER SEVEN !

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┊ ˚➶ 。˚ 🥝 CHAPTER SEVEN !
...change
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devyn's pov.

lately, all i have been able to think about is matt

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lately, all i have been able to think about is matt. the way i messed things up for a second time. the way we might never get what we used to have back. why does it hurt more than before? he's back, but it hurts in a different way than i remember ever being hurt before. it's been two days since i went over to his house, and i haven't felt normal since then.

liv and jules tried coming over yesterday to see how i am holding up, but all i told them was that i am fine. it isn't just that I lost matt completely this time, i feel complete guilt for being who i am. i've thought a lot about that day recently, i never fully let myself do that because i knew what it would do to me, what it would do to the facade i hold over my face to hide the true feelings that i've felt ever since i pushed him out of my life.

today, i'm laying in bed, staring at the ceiling that's looked the same ever since six months ago. blank, full of absolutely nothing. i hear taps at my window, startling me from my thoughts. i don't wish to stand, i don't wish to walk over to the window, i don't wish for it to be matt standing in the grass, looking up at me with a pile of pebbles at his feet. but it is him, and i know i cannot walk away from this moment.

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⏰ Last updated: Mar 16, 2024 ⏰

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