the stiry is about the 17 year old Leia how she struggles with becoming older,change and loneliness.She cant accept the fact that everything is going downhill that her boyfriend xion who is her true love at least till now was breaking up with her an...
I just get an "you know what I mean its you....me....us."
"Ohhhhh I get it you mean the camera with like the pictures of us buz why dele-"
"HECK NO LEIA! Its us our relationship its just not working you...you are just to much for me" What the f-king shit I thin to myself.Is this it but why?why? Was it my yapping?my body?my looks?my bestfriend he did not like?or me as a person?Why?just why? With that question in mind I utter with the sound of disbelief "Your kidding right tell me your kidding"
"..."no response just the silence and my shaky breath "Xion....answer me now of I'll fucking lose my mind"I struggle to get thoose words out of my throat
Then finally I get what I seek for,the answer "Im not kidding I just dont have the same feelings anymore" ___________________________________
He broke up with me last week.Im not mad anymore or sad or happy there is just this feeling like my lungs are going to explode every time I want to open up my mouth and say something.But I also think to myself is it a feeling or is it just beacuse I cried out at least how much I did while watching all thoose orv edits with thoose sad sounds a year ago.
It does NOT matter. Beacuse why would he breake up we had so much good memorys like our first kiss,the time I did my makeup on him well maybe It was just a good memory for me but still why would he throw away 4 years of love just like a pice of old gum?I know we were young when we met but still we never had problems we were...we were just.....perfect so why the sudden change? Was it really my apperiance but he said he loved my dark brown hair,my cherry coloured lips and my nails that were always held in a wine red polish.all this week,thoose 168 hours,10 080 minutes I onöy thought about onw think why?
This is how I imagine her: [disclaimer this drawing is not mine I found it on pintrest and cant find the og artist if you know pls inform me so I can give her or he credits]
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name:leia Surname:rue Hight :5foot6 (168 cm) Age:17 Hobbies:reading,listening to music (fav artist is steve lacy) Status:no bf Secret wish:everything staying the same
Btw that line like this one ____________ is just a time skip of like an hour a week or maybe a month.
![This is how I imagine her: [disclaimer this drawing is not mine I found it on pintrest and cant find the og artist if you know pls inform me so I can give her or he credits]](https://img.wattpad.com/a21101531b6d1b93039167a0a7a1f0e8cd1b3ea2/68747470733a2f2f73332e616d617a6f6e6177732e636f6d2f776174747061642d6d656469612d736572766963652f53746f7279496d6167652f315445377053334c4449577a61513d3d2d313433313033353036312e313762643563663166336139313961393132383039383931373939392e6a7067?s=fit&w=720&h=720)
