Just a fling

Enough of me

It was on a Wednesday morning, didn't seem to be a joyful nor miserable one as Ann lay in bed watching the light force it way into the room . This was beginning to turn into a daily routine for Ann , She would stay in bed watching the darkness fade away , thinking of everything but never having anything in mind as though pulling a trick on her.

"Beep - beep - beep"  the alarm snapped her off her thoughts , she turns away from the window and stretches out to reach the alarm . Her gaze was set on  Dave who was still far gone in his sleep , still not being able to place her mind on anything, everything still seem like a dream to her and the thought of having to let what they had go was an unbearable truth for her to admit.

"I don't think I want to ever get married and I don't want to waste your time any more " . These words were the only thing she held on to as tears paved ways in her eyes .

"Beep - beep - beep" The alert definitely didn't wake dave up as he pretended to be asleep, he wasn't sure how to face her knowing fully well he is  hurting the one person who was supposed to love him , Ann is by the wardrobe packing out her things, helplessly watching her force her things into her box , stopping her wasn't an option for him to make, they have been here over and over again , the only difference was that it was for real this time , if he couldn't love her, then the right thing to do was to let her go .

"You know we can still be friends right " Dave said but Ann doesn't say anything but proceed to dragging her box out "Even though this didn't work it doesn't mean I will stop caring about you Ann" he hurried his steps behind her

"You can't tell me how to heal Dave, I can't be friends with you if I need to move on"  she threw her box in the boot of the taxi

" Is that what you want ?"  He asked knowing all along how she would react to the situation and because he didn't want to loose her he kept lying to him self believing he could get himself to love her again

"Yes...... Goodbye" She got into her taxi, refusing all urge to turn back at Dave , still yet to understand how people fall out of love and how she didn't see it coming , she knew they had Issues but never thought it would cost the love he had for her "maybe I deserve better " was the only hope she held on to .