ok so yeah ive been dead
recap of jan-feb
so like i got mad at everyone except my Cush
i confessed to mike
he rejected me
didnt cry
just felt bumbed
still loved him for some odd reason...
kami recorded me, sent it to eshaal
eshaal sent it to david and Emmah
i never knew untill i whent to the chat and then they bombarded me with "LEXI DO YOU LIKE MIKE?" and "WE SAW THE VIDEO" i said "WTF WHAT VIDEO" then they were all like "LeXi We ArE yOuR fRiEnDs We WoUlD nEveR bUlLy YoU" even after what they did and then they got all defensive and then actually started bullying me with "OH I LIKE YOU MR.(mikes last name)" the same away i confessed to him. i then got mad and they got mad and refused to telme who sent it and theni whent to talk to anne and kami how everyone is a traitor and stuff and then i found out kami recorded me but sent it to some one but "they wanted to remain anooanus" and then they invite me to the zoom and then they mock me and anne is there and then i leave the zoom and dicide to change my name to eshaals name and fcked that my mike and camera woulnt turn on and then they spilt it....
eshaal was the one that resived the video
sent the vieo to them even tho she knew WELL i didnt like emmah and david
and then anna was all like " lexi told me how everyone was a traitor and how she hated everyone and that i was the only one i trusted, now that i think about it...i feel bad now..." and then i got off mute and said "yeah you should be." and they were all shocked. then we had a passive agressive echange with d and e
i left and cried hard.
i was litteraly getting mad at everyone exceplt lisa
that was thursday and we always have friday off so i didnt see them till monday and that was worse
they all attacked me saying i was a lair
i dont remember anything but lying if i liked mike or not or if i did my homework and if i could help them.
and thn lisa betrayed me and turns out that she kickd out Jackson because she didnt like him anymore ...petty
anyways then a while happens and i decided to not talk to anyone anymore untill one day my teacher tells me i gotta go to another zoom were THE DEAN was gonna talk to me about a report of cyberbullying and i was afriad they framed me for bullying and that htey were gonna kick me out
but guess what
when i got there
THEY ASKED IF I HAD EVIDENCE AND THAT I WAS REPORTED A VICTEM OF CYBERBULLYING!!!!
ik its bad but i could finally tell them something and that they were sorry about everything.
LATER then we all got to go talk with the headmaster an other dean and i just got off with a warning but like...it was all the girls and jeremiah and David werent there and they siad that the other group got exspelled so i thought they were gon but they still here so like....shit
and Now i just can stand to see their faces or hear their voices anymore.
