How It went and how it's Going

joyie✨

I was born on the tenth of December in 2007 and growing up I was a bubbly child.Some people would actually say I was eversmiling.

Don't get me wrong my parents weren't rich or all that but I was content with my life.Getting ice cream was my favourite part of the day.At that time I was the only child , daddy's princess as well.

Dad and I would go for walks every night although I don't remember how they'd end because I'd be asleep by then.My mom did my hair and she was always there so I had zero problems.

I remember asking my parents why I wasn't going to school yet and they'd say I was still too young.After a year or so I had to go to preschool.Whwn I got my uniform I was over the world but then came the nightmare of being separated from my parents.

I cried the whole way to school but guess what it got better with time .I liked being with my new friends though I don't remember any of their names.Preschool went smoothly but all good thing come to an end.

There was to be a graduation and I had a shot in being a main character in the play.I had to play the part of the angel in  the story of Joseph and Mary but guess what, I ended up being a side character because I couldn't pronounce the word  Joseph funny right.

During graduation I remember being jealous of kids who were wearing pretty dresses but it turned out they were to graduate the following year .Lucky them because the following year wasn't exactly the best for me.

I had to go and live with my grandma but .Yes my grandma was sweet but I didn't want to live my parents and I was even more heartbroken when I found out I had to cut my hair. Guess how I felt when I found out grandma was strict but anyways I love her she's the reason why I'm not a spoilt brat.

Whilst attending school and staying with my grandma I found out that I was going to have a baby brother.I didn't feel anything at the time because I was just six years old so I just replied with an okay.

I don't even remember the first time I saw my brother but I do remember him scratching my face at some point.Back at school there was a girl who used to copy my work and she'd blackmail me by saying she'd tell grandma I hanged around boys.

Whenever she'd say that I'd let her copy my work cause I was intimidated by my grandma.Now that I think about it I find my younger self stupid.I spent two more school terms with grandma then went back to live with my parents.

I was happy about that and I was more elated to find out that my new classmates were easy going.The teachers liked me and most pupils liked me as well. I was always in a bad mood whenever  the results came out because I was always number two or number three but I'm happy to say all that changed when I was in grade three.

My dad promised that he'd give me a hundred dollars if I got the first place.I worked so hard for a hundred dollars I never got.I got first place and I was always number one since then except for that one time in grade five.

Let's skip to grade six shall we.My friends and I started having quarrels.Maybe I was the cause of it because I wanted everything to go my way .In my defense I couldn't have been wrong all the time.

After some quarrels and drama I had to transfer to a better school and that was in grade seven . Imagine that it was an army school and I had to stay with my mom in camp because she was teaching at the school.At first it was creepy coming across soldiers everyday but I coped as time went by.

Guess how I felt when I was number one again at that new school although they were two other kids with same position as mine I gotta be straight with you guys it wasn't easy because they wanted everything proper and you'd get a beating if found on the wrong side of the line .

Don't get me wrong guys I love my teachers and I'm grateful for their beatings because they earned me a five units on my final examination which was the best you could get at the time .They have six units these days which means more pressure and more crazy things to fill their heads.

Honestly I didn't have stable relationships back then or now.I hanged around anyone as long as they had the vibe I was looking for. I actually find that some girls didn't like me back then but at that time I didn't care I just did whatever made me happy.

I have to say I felt horrible when my parents couldn't afford boarding school when it was my dream . Anyways I got over the heartbreak when I found out I would be learning at the same school as my cousin.

Now that I think about it I was mean ,rude and most of the terrible things which earned me nothing but hatred till my second year.I had friend but we weren't compatible although we never fought.

We were just too different so I just removed myself from the group when we were in second year.During first and second year I never really cared about my reputation, my looks  or that I didn't have healthy relationships with most people because I had my cousin with me.

Whenever I felt bored I just went to my cousin's class and I'd spend my time with her.Ok so now let me tell you why I wasn't exactly anyone's favourite person.I was very bossy, very rude and I spoke for everyone without getting their opinions though I didn't realize it until third year.

I didn't care about anything and it wasn't by choice I was just wired that way ,I still am but I try to accommodate other people these days although it's easier said that done.

I came to realize how awful I was to people when my cousin had finished school.I found that most people didn't like me when I started socializing with them again and they poured their hearts out about how I was a little demon in their eyes .

Oh sorry guys I forgot to tell you how I'm very short not skinny but not stout although I'm a bit of a handsome girl.My body isn't feminine although I'm not muscular .Let's just say I look like the nerds in the American movies  and some people say I am a nerd although I don't really believe it.

Before I forget let's talk about my character.

Read the next chapter if you're keen