My love (all mine)

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He's mine

Those where the words that where always in the back of his mind when he was speaking to Kyle. Just like at that very moment. Kyle was currently rambling about spelling. He was saying something about a girl names Andrea that made fun off him. And god that made his blood boil. 

He Mine. What Bitch would dare to talk to him like that?

,,Bloo are you even listening?" Bloo jerked up at that. 

,,Yes I am" He said quietly. He stopped listening as soon as Kyle mentioned his new Girlfriend. He hated Andrea. Not because she is a bad person, no he hated her because she is all he wasn't. She was pretty and always kind. She was able to visit him every day and she wasn't a boy. She had long hair and a small body. 

,,No you weren't" Kyle said sadly and Bloo heard him move around in his room. ,,You didn't even answer when i asked you what you think of Andrea." He sounded sad and Bloo didn't want that. He needed Kyle to smile or be happy and he wanted to be the reason for it.  

,,Okay fine I wasn't listening I got distracted by something I'm sorry." He genuinely apologised but he didn't want to talk about the woman and has the man he wanted to be his since 3 years. Kyle made a sad sound. 

,,I want to know what you think of Andrea." He demanded and god that made Bloo feel things but again he didn't want to talk about her. 

,,She's nice." He just replied and went back to stare at his celling. He let his thoughts drift away again. Kyle wasn't answering. It hurt that kyle was no spending all his time with his stupid new girlfriend instead of him. 

,,You don't even care." Kyle muttered after a while and Bloo closed his eyes. He could hear the sadness in his best friends voice. 

,,Why is my Opinion so important I don't care who you date as long as your happy." He said a little harsher than intendent too. Fuck. He knew he just hurt kyle. He didn't want hurt Kyle. No no no. He wanted to be the reason Kyle smiled and laughed, and moaned but no one needs to know that. 

,,Maybe I care because we are friends" kyle said loudly. 

right friends, just friends not even best friends. That hurt a lot. He let a single tear fall and ended the call. He knew it was not a smart move but he didn't care one bit. 

He didn't know when he got so emotional over another person but the thought that Kyle only saw him as a friend and not his best friend broke his heart. He buried his head into his pillow and let the tears fall. 

I'm so stupid. I should have never got a crush on him in the first place. Hes going to hate me now. 

He didn't know how long he was laying there just crying into his pillow when his phone rang. He didn't want to look who it was all he wanted to do was fly over to Australia and tell Kyle how he felt. He wanted to tell him that he wants nothing more than to be able to call kyle his forever.  

But when he saw that Isaac what was calling him he picked up anyways. 

,,Bloo where are you?" He heard Isaac ask and that's when he realized he should be recording with him. 

,,Shit Isaac I'm sorry" He apologised and sat up in bed. He tried to explain himself but Isaac cut I'm off. 

,,Are you okay? You sound like you have been crying:" Isaac said worry bleeding through his voice. He sounded soft like he was talking to a scared animal. And that made Bloo break again. This time he let his sobs out and his body began to shacked with each sob. 

,,You want to tell me what's wrong?" Isaac said completely forgetting about the session. 

,,Can you please come over tomorrow if you have time?" Bloo asked with a shaking voice.,,I want to talk with you in Person."