Hey, my name is Foster. I am a normal teenage girl that lives in St.Louis MO. The only thing that people seem to have a problem
with is my history. I am a foster child, yes named Foster. The school I go to is one of those top head high schools for the rich. My foster
parents couldn't have babies so they adopted me when I was three. Everyday the like to throw in my face about how I'm adopted
because my mom is a drunk and my dad is in jail. They won't ever let me see my mom , but yet they keep telling me that they want me
to leave. It doesn't make sense to me.
I have two best friends, Allie and Deidre. They stand by me every step of the way. They know my deepest secrets and my deepest
lies. I'm at allies house every other day just to avoid my foster parents. They both are helping me look for my biological mother. We
haven't really had much success , I think she might of died from being a drinker. You think we would have seen or heard of her at all.
I'm just wondering if I should give up, just stop believing that she is out there, and stop believing that she would want me if I did find
her.
And there is also my boyfriend, Damien. He so amazing and he is such a gentle man. He treats me right and is not a jerk, he
doesn't know a lot of my secrets but he knows enough to not ask questions when I'm upset. I don't get to see him much but when I do,
everything is just perfect being In his arms. And he understands me for who I am not for what I have done, which a lot of people do
these days. Which I know all of you readers can agree with. ;)
Now school, is a WHOLE other story. There are the preps, Taylor, Brittany , Kayla, you know all the cheerleaders. Then there are
the quiet ones, Kaitlin, Cameron, Xenia. And then there are the ghettos, or at leasts that what THEY call themselves (not me ! ) which
are, Gerald, Stephen, precious, Tashia. But then there are those people who just get on your nerves! For me they are Breanna,
Cameron, and Andrea, and every other annoying bitch in my school!! OMG!
Most the drama in my life was when I was younger and when I was bullied. You know how that stories goes. Well my friends
pulled me out of my thoughts and showed me life is worth living. I can't say I don't still consider it, because I do often, but life is worth
living sometimes. When you really think about it. Well this is my life!! This story is about me and how I got through my depression, so
far.