Why a girl like me???

Chapter nine telling him my feelings

Isabel POV.
I sit next to two boy and there both vary handsome boys. "Hi". I say smiling at the red looking boy. "Hay" he said almost tearing up. We get to in and out and the same boy Opens the door for me. "Thank you". I say still smiling at him. I walk in and sit down. "So...." a boy with brown hair and a bandana said. "So..." I say winding my big brown eyes. "I'm Taylor". He said and winked at me. "Taylor?" I say slow and keep thinking. "Oh I'm sorry..I'm Isabel" I say. "Taylor I feel like I know you?" I said. "You remember me"?!? He yells and I just keep thinking and thinking. We get our food and the boy that looks a lill red hands me a burger. I bit in to it and still think. "TAYLOR!!!" I yell getting up. He jumps up and I hop all the way to give him a hug. "And you your Sam my boyfriend"? I said and he got up and spun me around and kissed me.

Taylor POV
When she said that it crushed me and I felt my hart hurt. We leave and go back to drop Sam off and we head back to the hotel room. "Taylor I don't know where to go"? She said and stopped in the middle of the hallway. I smile at her. "Follow me". I say quiet. She walks slow and I open the door and on acted it shuts on her. "Ouch that hurt my toe!" I herd throw the door I open it for her and she walks in and I lay on my bed. "Taylor why are you so quiet?" She said walking to me. "Nothing..." I say still quiet. "No you need to tell me what's going on". She said looking down at me. I sigh. "It's you..well you and Sam. When you woke up in the hospital cause you got hit by a car cause Sam pushed you in front of it when you broke up with him!" I say a little loud. And she fell she looked dizzy. I helped her up on her bed. "Damn that fucking hurt". She said in a funny voice.

Isabel POV
"Wait did you say this is all his fault"? I said holding back my tears. "I'm sorry-" He said and I cut him off. "No don't be that's all on him. I'm going to talk to him". I said. "No Isabel don't. Do you wanna be pushed in front of a truck this time"? Taylor said. "Will I die from it?" I ask. "Maybe?" He said. "Then yes I wanna be pushed in front of a truck". I say clear. "Isabel I will never let that happen"! He said. "Taylor you really don't know me like that. I've been wishing to die ever sends cam got adopted a long time ago. I've been holding things in I've never told any one". I say and a tear falls from my face. "Isabel...". He said said tearing up to. "Talk to me". He said garbing my hand. "I-I...i can't". I say getting up. "Isabel I need to no what's going on. I've never felt this way with any body". He said and I sat back down. I sigh and breath in and out. "Ok but what I am going to tell you is for your ears only. You can't tell any one!" I say and he nods yes. "Ok soo I just felt left out and un cared for all my life. I never really had friends and so many people bullied me and called me a freak and worth less and fat, so I...i started to starve my self never to eat. And when I would eat I would have one grape or things as small as that". I said crying. "Your not left out or un cared for. I care for you. I'm here". Taylor said putting his head close to mine. We both lean in for a kiss but I back away. "Taylor I'm flattered but I'm dating Sam". I say my hardens not to sound rude. "But we can still be friends"? I say and he chuckled and gets up. "Isabel I can't just be your friend I care for you way to much to just say your my friend. When are you going to open your eyes and realize I care for you way more than Sam dose. Why can't you see that"?!? He tells and I close my eyes and a tear falls out. "Taylor..." I say quiet. "What is it Isabel did you notice or what". He said. "I don't remember much at all I didn't even know he did that to me. So I can't open my eyes and see that I don't remember it's not my fault!!!" I scream. "Isabel..." He said opening his arms for a hug. I turn away and run in to the bath room. I grab my blade and slice my skin. I cut so beep but I didn't this time I cut all over my arm and it's just bleeding I look at all the blood.