The Hidden Pain ✔

Part 24 (End)

Tae:(begging) I'm sorry... I'm really sorry for whatever I did I regret it very badly... And I mean it. I understand that how bad you felt when I ignored you like you don't exist, how I beated you for single mistakes... I am sorry for all of these things... I was blinded in my anger my revenge but that's not a justification for my sins. I should tried to know the truth but I believed in my stupid mind and eyes. I thought that you pushed eomma but no, it was eomma who pushed you to save your life. When you was in hospital I read your diary and I'm sorry for that but I'm very grateful that I read your diary on that day or I might never got to know the truth. I really feels like a trash and I hate this feeling. When my own brother and my donsaeng didn't cared about me I feel very bad. I wish I could die for what I did to you but I'm sorry I'm not that strong. But you was strong who beared a monster like me. But now I don't want to become a monster, not a abuser, I want to hear hyung again from you. I know the damage I caused you is beyond repair but I really promise, I might not be able to forget your those memories but I'll make it up to you... Sorry for being a monster, sorry for being a heartless man, sorry for being a abusive brother, sorry for being a bad hyung, sorry for not dieing, sorry for everything. I know I'm a bad hyung...

Before he could say anything Jungkook embraced him.

Jk: Who said my Tae Tae hyung is bad....

continued...

Tae broke in tears in Jungkook embrace cuz it's been years since they both hugged each other and Jungkook called him Tae Tae hyung... Tae clutched on Jk's tshirt while Jk rubbed his back while the others are watching them.....

Tae: (tears falling) I'm sorry...

Jk: I know you're...(rubbed his back)

Jk: I think it's enough for you to understand your mistakes... and you understand Well that how it feels when your brothers treat you like a trash...

Tae: I regret it badly..(crying)

Jk: You know when you beated me it hurts me a lot but more than my body my heart used to hurt...(teary eyes) And I even decided that I'll never forgive you but when I saw the regret, pain and care in your eyes like years ago I feel that my hyung is back... And he'll never hurt me. Human make mistakes and so you did but giving them a chance sometimes might be very difficult but when we feel that the person is really changing for you and regerting very badly then it's okay to give a chance. And I hope you will never repeat it again...

Tae: Never in my life I promise...(tears falling)

Jk: (broke the hug) Then wipe those tears...,(wiped his tears) it don't look good in your eyes...

Tae: (his lips quivered a little remembering when he said to Jungkook that tears look good in your eyes)

Jk:(smile) When did you became a cry baby...

Tae: (sniffed) I don't know...

Tae: So did you forgive me??(teary eyes)

Jk: I think yes...

Tae: (chuckle with tears in his eyes)

Jk: Now if you'll cry I might change my decision...(teasing)

Tae: (quickly wiped his tears) See I'm not crying...