💙🧪Intoxicated💀💙 (Sonic au)

His Presence

TW! Descriptions of gore, Sexual themes, implied eating disorder
Shadow

I flipped past another page with an extremely gory description of some intrusive thought he had.

Sonic sure was hiding a lot because I skimmed forward and the whole thing was full of writings. There were even a few loose pages he added in.

But now I was just getting into it. I'd only gotten into it by twelve pages but every writing and description of his thoughts were more gory and horrifying with each entry.

I cringed at the entry I was currently reading.

'What color are the insides of a hedgehog? I wonder how long it takes to detangle someone's organs and hold them in your hand like you have control of their entire world? Feeling the warm blood drip down your arm as the light fades from their eyes.'

I flipped to the next page.
This one was different...

'I want to make a confession. I love someone. It's not Amy. Me and her dated for like, two weeks, but it just didn't feel right. I'm pretty sure I'm gay...because I'm, I'm in love with Shadow. I love my rival and I wish I didn't have to hide it. I want to kiss him so badly. To hold his warm hands and feel his lips pressing against mine...'

I blushed and then flipped the page, not wanting to let my thoughts go too wild from his written confession.

'I saw Shadow again today. The things I want to do to that man, chaos, he's so fucking hot it's hard to resist him. I just want to press my body against his, to run my hands along his curves and feel that perfect body. Gods, no wonder they call him "The Ultimate Lifeform". He seems like the dominant type but I have a feeling that hedgehog is sooo submissive. I wish I could just pin him against the wall then-'

I slammed the book shut. My face redder than my highlights.

I stood up and shoved the book into my bag and then left the room.
I closed the door and then quickly walked downstairs, trying to forget the super dirty thoughts of Sonic I just read. Dammit, why was my tail wagging?!?

"Tails! Thanks for having me over! I'm headed out!" I said, leaning into the garage.

"Yep! See you later Shadow!" He shouted over the sound of his welding.

I walked out then kicked up shoes and headed home.
I definitely needed to use them more.
Even though I hadn't been working out as much I had been getting a bit thinner...maybe I should eat more...

I stopped once I got to my house and got out my keys. I unlocked the door and walked in, closing it behind me. I tossed my keys onto the front table and groaned.

"Maria, I'm back!" I called out into the house.

I set down my satchel next to the coat rack and walked towards my kitchen, stretching my arms and yawning, squeezing my eyes shut and expecting to feel Maria rub up against my legs like she always did when I came home.

"You've got one cute cat, you know that?"

I yelped and looked over at my kitchen table.

Maria was sitting on the table and a pale pawed hand was scratching her behind the ears.

Sonic.

He was wearing the white sweater he always wore but he didn't have gloves on, nor did he have the skirt, instead he was wearing black leggings with velvet green flats on his paws.

"What the hell?!? How did you get in?!?" I gasped, backing up against the counter.

"Window. You should really start locking those, darling." He purred, continuing to pet Maria.