Why a girl like me???

Chapter ten my cuts

Cam pov
"Bro what's all the yelling"? I ask Taylor. "Nothing, me and your sister just had a little fight". He said quiet. "About what I don't want you to hurt her". I say getting mad. "He didn't hurt me" Isabel said walking out the bath room. I walk back to my room.
Isabel POV
"He broke me worse". I say when cam left. "Isabe.."taylor said. "Save it Taylor I don't have time for your shit". I say packing my stuff. "Where are you going Isabel?" Taylor asked. "I'm not gonna lie, I'm going to kill me self. Thank you." I say and keep packing my stuff. I wasn't lying about when I said I was going to kill my self I was going to say bye to all the boys and leave a note for cam. I'm gonna miss him out of all of them.
"Isabel don't kill your self. Why would you want to end your life this way?" Taylor said. "I'm in pain Taylor can't you see my memories are coming back, and there not good ones". I say. "Isabel don't kill your self. I'm sorry"! Taylor said. I just keep moving and getting all my stuff. "Isabel". Taylor said grabbing my hand. "Taylor go to sleep, I do love you and I'll miss you" I say going on my tippy toes and kissing him on the forehead. I get all my blades and pack them. "What are those?" Taylor said. "Tay there blades" I say looking at him like he's stupid. "No I know what they are but why do you have them?" He asked. "To get rid of some of my stress". I say still giving him the same look. The door knocked and I got scared and jumped. Taylor laughed and took my blades and went to answer the door. "Oh what's up Nash" Taylor said handing him the blades. "TAYLOR ARE YOU KIDDING ME!!" I yell walking to the door. "These are yours?" Nash said. "Roll your selves up let me see your wrist". He said and I put my arms behind me. "No give me your wrist" he said walking in and trying to see my wrist. He gets my arms and I'm trying to get out of his grip. He rolled up my in tyre sleeve and took a deep sigh. And he rolled up the other sleeve and looked that there where more cuts and scars. "Any more" and I look down and say " nope no more". "Are you sure". He said lifting my head up and I'm red. I can tell that Taylor's jelly. I walk in the bath room and put a sports bra on and shorts. I walk out and there all over my fat tummy. Nash gets up and hugs me and Taylor pulls out him phone. Nash soon let go and we where both standing. Hayes walks throw the door "ooo what's going on in here". He said sitting on the bed and I laughed. I ran back in the restroom and put my under shirt on I got my other shirt wet. I walk back out and look throw the dresser and Hayes said. "I hay Isabel you can where my shirt, I have to repay you for the advice". He said taking off his shirt. I hug him and he hands me the shirt.