I don't deserve you ( do I? )

First Meet

Zizu pov

I was sitting there in my seat talking with my friend. Suddenly our homeroom teacher of that time , Ms.John comes and suddenly gets all of us to line up. With all the students confused, she explains that we will be changing seats and sitting according to our names following an alphabetical order. This was bad. This was really really bad. I can barely make friends and when I finally have a friend, it's gonna be taken away from me.
Well atleast we'll be in the same class and can talk during free time.This thought gave me a little hope and with that I went to my new seat . I saw that in the seat infront of me , one girl whom I used to be friends with as a kid,  afiya , was assigned to sit there. That made things better. I started conversing with her. Throughout all this , I didn't notice the girl sitting beside me. Suddenly from the corner of my eye , I saw her. She was just sort of spaced out and had a slight frown on her face. She was just as sad as me , having to leave her original seat and having to sit next to a stranger for the rest of the year.
I decided that just because I was feeling this feeling, I won't let anyone else feel it.
I don't know why I did that but me , the biggest introvert, became the most extroverted person that day infront of her. I told her everything about me , my family , where I live and even more even tho I only knew her name. I was talking and talking and she was definitely annoyed while I thought I was being nice and making her comfortable. Oh innocent me!

Zunie pov

Zunie’s pov:
I Felt really nervous but at the same time I  wanted to grab a seat which would be comfortable for me..... I Was a shy and introvert person who wanted to build a healthy relationship with the one who would accompanying me.. I was feeling a bit sad as I won’t be sitting around my friends
soon Ms.Jane arranged the seats and I got the seat next to a girl.. Unfortunately i got the seat next to wall and damn i hated it .
The girl, seemed to be very ugly ( I was 9 years old during that time and didn't know anything better. It was what society had taught me). I didnt like someone who is sitting next to me is not a fair and pretty. Well I wanted to ignore her and wanted to adjust and focus on my studies but unfortunately after a few minutes, she started interacting with me. She asked me my name and things like that. I noticed that she had a fluent and well English. pronunciation.. She seemed so confident. Being an introvert, I was responding to her in a sweet way but inside i was getting damn nervous. It was the first time someone spoke to me according to their own will and that too with so much confidence and friendliness. Soon I started asking her things like that and we started to have a conversation with each other.
I felt a lil comfortable around her but after a few minutes I found the conversation to be boring as she started to discuss about her family and how she was pampered.. I was that kind of girl who did not like family convos.. I was just agreeing and responding to her just for the sake of not making her hurt.