Wherefrombro? :// jschlatt

001

Being in New York wasn't always the idea of a perfect life. Honestly it wasn't. I always dreamed of being in a smaller town. With few people. Less noise but then again. The world always had its way of showing you people were meant to be in your life. Which always made me wonder if I didnt move. Would this even be my reality?

"Okay. You..." jump "got" jump "to" jump "help a girl- alright I give up" I said slowly getting out of breathe. We were in the lunch line and I was trying to jump up to Schlatts height. I don't know why but this was just something I always did. He smirked and moved up in the line.
"There's no way this line is still forever long!"
"You're impatient you know" he said looking at his phone and texting someone. The line finally moved up and I grabbed a peanut butter sandwich and some chips.
"Hey Ted wants me to sit over with him. You want to join or??" He said grabbing his food.
"No I'll go sit with Lexie today! It's fine I'll text you later!" I said running over to get table.

Me and schlatt had been friends since I walked into this school. He was a junior when I was a freshman and was actually my first real friend that wasn't from my own grade or one of those family's bsf so their kids your friend. Like Ted! We grew up a few house down from each other but we never really hung up. It was crazy to me that he was so close to me and friends with one of my best friends and no one could tell me!

I couldn't tell you how we ended up being friends honestly. I just remember finding his twitter and then friending him. Turned out he was at my school. And that he would go past me everyday so we slowly talked more than we would hug each other. And now I'm stuck beside him during lunch and jumping to see how the world is up in the clouds. This was the pattern for over a year of this going on. It was just the way we worked. We'd talk about random things or just me ranting about things in life. Or visa versa.
***

Jmoney
I hope you're having a good day. I
Know that you said you didn't feel
Good today and I'm sorry :(
Delivered

I stared at the text and didn't know what to do. I wanted to text back but didn't want to bug him too much. I always felt like I was annoying him. I sighed and throw my black long hair behind my shoulders. I sat in my chair in my room and looked around my computer. I saw a notification go off on my phone

Twitch
Jschlatt is live right now! "Come join or your moms a bit-"

I clicked on it and then felt even more crazy. He's going to think you're crazy dude. Just leave it alone.
I shook my head and finally decided to just go take a bath. Grabbing my towel and grabbing my phone for music and going to shower.
*******

I woke up the next morning to not a text from schlatt. But one from at the time wat i thought of as an older sister, Jersey. She wanted me to hang out with her after school. So I decided to join her for today. I got dressed and started my way to school.

Before I knew it lunch was here. Schlatt was already sitting down but Ted was a few feet above me in line. No one talked to me this day mainly because the whole school was kind of too busy thinking about fall break. It was my first high school break and you always hear about these being insane but in reality mine wouldn't be that extreme. But that wasn't something I knew yet. I waved at schlatt and ted as they went to go sit at their spot. And honestly the rest of the day was way too boring and just a chill "let's put on a movie for the rest of the day" kind of school afternoon.

Lexi
Hey I'm outside if youre ready to go!

I smiled as I went to the front of the school and went up to the car. We were with Jesey and her boyfriend. Kyle today! I got in the car and we all listened to the music for a minute before going to the gas station.

"I need to get cigarettes. Go inside and go get them for me Jes. I don't want to leave my car to you two idiots" Kyle said with a weird look on his face. She shook her head and went inside smiling.

"Sooo what's your name? Are you single? You know you look sooooo sexy!" He said while looking at me through the window. I didn't feel right. I mean my outfit wasn't like that even. I had a stitch jacket on and a pair of leggings because the school always was so freezing inside. I looked out and before i could answer Jesey was already back to the car door.
"Here you go babe!" She said as she gave them to Kyle.
"Stella are you doing okay back there? Do you want to see my vape? I know you don't like cigarettes" she was holding her fruity juul in front of me as Kyle turned around.
"Yeah no that's not going to work here. I'm going to light this right now and you're going to take a hit or I'll just leave you here. So. Take your pick" he said looked like he was joking so I laughed. Then he gave me a serious look. I looked at Jesey with a wtf kind of way and she just mouthed "just do it" so I did. I sucked it in like a vape and let it out but it was horrible. I couldn't understand how anyone could actually like these. He laughed at me as he speed off to the movies.

When we got there and decided to watch some stupid movie I really don't even know. Jesey picked it out for some reason she wanted to watch the new Lion King that just came out, personally i wasn't into the Lion King. The dad dying scared me for the rest of my life and I couldn't get past that part ever. But Jesey insisted and ven said shed pay for my ticket so, We went in and Kyle had the smart idea to sat in the back. There was a few people in the room but most were in the very front.

About 30 minutes Into the movie and at some part with a pig and meerkat  signing that song, Jesey told us she had to go to the bathroom so that just left me and Kyle. And right as she left like clock work, he slowly got closer and closer to me for some reason.
"Hey why don't you lay your head down on Jesey's seat or arm rest. Relax a little you'll be fine I promise" he looked at me weird and I slowly tried to get more comfy but it was hard to do honestly. He tried to put his hand on my thigh and I moved onto the other side of my seat. He put it right back and tried to put his hand in between my thigh. He slowly tried to pull me closer and put his hand down further. My knees locked up thankfully and Jesey came back right then. She smiled and we continued watching the movie.

When we got out I was still scared. I had no idea why this happened to me or why someone would do this. I pulled out my phone to text schlatt.

Me
J I know you're working right now but I need you I don't know what to do. Please help me I'm scared.

I started to panic and decided to call Ted instead. I hit his contact in my phone and tried to stay as quiet as I could in the car.
"Hey hey Ted. Please tell me schlatt can talk. Please tell me he can help me I don't know what to do please" I stared to cry a little bit as I waited for him to realize all I just said.
"I'm sorry stell but he's working right now he literally just got off his break and we just got a lot of stuff that needs to be done in the next hour. Are you okay? If you want I can see if he can-"
"No I'm okay. I'll be okay. T thank you though" I hung up the phone and stared at the trees passing by. I had no idea what to do and nothing I could do besides act like nothing happened. I told Jesey the call was my mom telling me I had to get home and they decided to drop me off. Before i walked inside, I stocked in a breathe and put my best face on, I talked to my mom told her the day was perfect and amazing and then went to go take a shower. No matter what I did. I couldn't get over what happened, and I couldn't stop thinking about it. It didn't make sense, I was just a kid still I dont even have a permit yet? Why would someone do that to me?

When I got out I looked at my phone, it was 12am. It was officially Schlatt's birthday and as I went to go text him happy birthday he asked what was wrong today and if I was okay. And.. I couldn't do it. I couldn't tell the truth, I told him happy birthday and lied about it. I told him how I couldn't hold it in and had to be the first one to tell him happy birthday and that I hope it was his best. Then lied back down and tried my hardest not to cry myself to sleep.

Schlatt didn't ever know he truth about that day for years. I couldn't bring myself to tell the truth 
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Hello! I know I do have one story about suicideboys. But honestly I don't know wtf to do with that one so now to my new addiction. This is based on something real going on but with schlatt instead. I hope yall enjoy!
-non y'a