Two is better than one

It's been a year since this day that Emily has died, that is what everyone thinks. I know the truth and the truth is that Emily fake her death to protect us her family. So as I walk through the graveyard, I remember the last night I saw Emily she told me that she loved heart broke when her eyes glaze over, it broke the most when she walk away.

I love Emily from the day she walk into the BAU, but I couldn't tell her cause its hard to have feelings for someone and then if you tell them it could go either way. I didn't want to risk anything with her, she was my best friend. That night in Paris will always be in my heart, that kiss was amazing it made me week in my knees.

As I reach her gravestone, it looks different or was it me. As I got closer there was a white Envelope on the ground with the name JJ on it, I lean down to pick it up as my head spin around looking for anyone but there was no one. I sat down next to her tombstone and look at the envelope in my hand, I ran my finger across the edge as I rip it open and unfold a letter.

Dear Jennifer,

I remember what you wore on the first day. You came into my life and I thought "Hey, you know, this could be something"

I remember that first day when you walked into Hotch's office. You had your hair down, you were wearing a white blouse and a pair of black slacks. You were beautiful that day. It was the day when I told myself that you were special and that you and I could be something.

'Cause everything you do and words you say. You know that it all takes my breath away and now I'm left with nothing.

Everything you do is amazing Jennifer. Like standing in front of a crowd or when I can't open up you break my walls down.. You have ways with your words where you melt my heart and where I can't breath.

I remember every look upon your face. The way you roll your eyes.( When you don't have your coffee you have a mean face on which is cute) You make it hard for breathing.

You have so many different expressions on your face, one was when I got hit in the head with that 2x4 you had concern in your eyes. You help me up and you didn't look scared but you look scared for me. The way you roll your eyes, when Reid goes into his science theory's is really cute.

When I close my eyes and drift away, I think of you and everything's okay. I'm finally believing.

When I had a hard case or I feel like am about to break down. I just close my eyes and think of this beautiful blond blue eyed woman and drift away and I know, that everything will be okay.

Jennifer all I got to say is that I'm falling for you from the first day we met. I miss you so much it hurts, all I want is for you to know is that I love you.

Emily

As I sat there stun with tears streaming down my face, I read the letter over and over again. My heart couldn't believe that Emily has been in love with me for six years. If I knew that i would have stand a chance, then maybe we wouldn't in this situation. Still sitting next to the grave, I couldn't find any strength to get up. I as too weak to do anything, my body as shaking cause I couldn't stop crying.

As the hours pass, it was getting late the sun was setting this was longest time that I spent at her grave. As I got up, placing my hand on her tears running down my face, I lean over and place a kiss on her tombstone.

"I miss you so much Em, I should have told you six years ago when I knew that my feelings have change. I love you so much Emily."

"How about that kiss on these lips"

I froze in place, It couldn't be no It can't be. I slowly turn around five feet away from me was was standing there holding a red rose, I stood in the same place just starring at her.

"Hello Jennifer"